Aug 20, 2014
Just Another Tuesday
Naw. Not really. Lots of connect the dots in my head. On dot leading to another and then another of things that I keep questioning and hating and falling in and out of love with. Falling in and out of love with myself. Pure hate that doesn't drive me to drink is new. Emotions that are not necessarily tempting me but just making me crazy. I spoke for the first time in an official meeting today. I was nervous and my voice shook and was tight when I spoke. Know idea if anything at all made sense. I tried to be articulate. I was at least proud of myself. I also talked to the little man today. That will be an entry all it's own.
