Siyah Kalp, episode 17: ''Melek, my only love. I'm not writing this letter to ask you for forgiveness. Because no matter what I say I can't undo what I've done. I know you won't forgive me. I cannot forgive myself and I understand that I cannot expect the same from you. I fell in love with you at first sight, Melek. I loved you the day I met you in the rain. Since then, I have loved you like I have never loved anyone and never will. I wanted to be with you until the end of my days. We could have grown old together, we would have been so happy. Together we could have faced everything and everyone. We didn't need anything more than each other. But I destroyed everything. Our happiness, our future, our home. I destroyed everything with my own hands. I gave myself the worst punishment, Melek. I lost the person I loved most in my life, for whom I would have been ready to die. I will never see your face again, I will never be able to hold you close. I lost my child, without even being able to know his scent."
