Sexuality
“Being homosexual is a sickness” NO! Some are born that way, others grow up, and get that way. I have been attracted to girls for as long as I can remember. But I have also been in love with boys. I wasn’t born a lesbian. I grew up to be a lesbian. I thought that the gender didn’t matter, that it was the person within who would be the fact that I would base my attraction on, but not any more. Not any more thanks to him. Men will say that “ you haven’t found the right guy” “ you just need to try a real man” “ don’t let one man ruin it for the rest of us”… but who are they to determine who I’m attracted to? Who are they to judge who is a real man. Who are they to judge who is the right one? Cause the thing is. There is no right man. And yes I will let one man ruin every chance for every other man in the world to ever be with me.
He hurted me, he ruined me, he is the reason. He is the reason for my nightmares, he is the reason I flinch whenever a man comes too close, he is the reason I get scared on the train, in the bus, in the Taxa, on the sidewalk. He is the reason I will never trust a man ever again!! And he is the reason why I no longer base my attraction purely on personality. He is the reason I try to avoid men. He is the reason behind my sexuality. So don’t come to me to complain because I don’t want you or your dick anywhere near me. Complain to him, cause whether I want it or not, he made me this way…
