Revolution Of An Unpretentious Girl

"Let go or be dragged." Thats my motto. Im known as that wierd chick with a lot of eyeliner. My friends think Im out of my mind. I write poetry. I make art. I play music. I am me. Im a walking travesty...but I know things can change. This is a blog I made to express myself and to vent. This is about depression, self harm, suicide, and so much more that you can't always see. *** If you know me from school, disregard everything you see here. *** If you don't know me, welcome to my life. NOTE: As this blog does contain content on self harm, eating disorders, and suicidality, I am in no way promoting these behaviors.

[su-rvive-icide]

I think of what I want and get it, every day I’m chasin’ dreams.

(via su-rvive-icide)

[cerebralscrawl]

Honestly I think the scariest thing about having a mental illness is when you describe an aspect of it that you’ve accepted as part of your everyday life to someone else and they find it frightening and suddenly you realise that it is frightening, you’d just forgotten

[revolutionofanunpretentiousgirl]

that dermatillomania feel when

me: okay, i'm going to STOP picking

me: ... right after i pick this one piece of skin

me: alright, NOW i'm going to stop

me: ..... okay, wait, let me just get this other piece real quick

me: ....... hold on, last one, i swear

[tlcbfrb]

This about sums it up.  www.trich.org Thank you to the artist!  (We’d love to know who you are)

[recovering-meg]

Be nice to the new people at your gym,

January first is finally here and for a lot of people that means New Years resolutions. And with New Years resolutions comes weight loss, improving health, and becoming fit. 

I know how frustrating it can be when you’ve planned your gym time around when there are the least amount of people, and now all of a sudden it’s completely packed. But please remember that these people are here to better themselves.

A lot of the time they’re nervous. They don’t know how these machines work. They’re completely out of their comfort zone here. They feel as if everyone is watching them, judging them. They’re sweaty and often times not great at exercising, and they are beating themselves up watching you slay your workout. They don’t need you beating them up too.

Take a deep breath, wait your turn for your favorite spin bike, and realize how lucky you are that you have already started your journey. Look back to you were day one, and where you are now. Chances are, you’ve come along way. Physically, and mentally.

Don’t look down on those who use the first of a new year to motivate themselves. I see a lot of hate surrounding this group of people, and I don’t think it’s right in the slightest. Everyone has their day where they wake up and decide to change their life. Their day just happened to be the same as a lot of other people. Root for them, don’t just think silently to yourself that they’ll never make it because they’re only here for a New Years resolution. 

Know that in a month or two chances are the gym will be back to where it was before. Hopefully, with a few more familiar faces. 

-Meghan

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[revolutionofanunpretentiousgirl]

Growing Up Is Hard

Everything is so fucked up, or at least thats how it seems. The world is not what I used to think it was. 

Recently Ive come to terms with the fact that Ive been sexually assaulted. Twice. The first was a friend. The second was a coworker. It doesnt make a difference though. What matters is now. Im a strong person who has the capacity to carry on. But that doesnt change that I know countless friends who have been violated, a friend that was working as a prostitute, a friend that was drugged.

As you grow up, you realize life isn’t a fairytale. 

[hoping-to-be-saved]

i like that idea

[beingaselfharmer]

I’m fine..not..

[wont-cry-for-you]

[queerlysad]

[itsover-imdead]

[lovebrwn]

[revolutionofanunpretentiousgirl]

Its been a long day