#sf indigo

[creeky-critter]

Ou...u...h..gg.h..... h..

hi......... guys.....

been a while.... ha.. haha.......

anyways have a very half-assed rigel and mc drawing !!

sorry for being so MIA recently also, honestly theres no real reason as to not posting ive just,,,,, been super brainrotted about an rp me and my friends are doing so i've deglected alla my socials JNKDFSKJN

that and basically all of my accounts got hacked recently so ive kinda been,,,,,,,, unmotivated KBJDSFKJ but hopefully ill get back into the swing of things eventually, i have so many doodles of my sillies that i gotta upload but yah!!! take care of urselves!! byeee!!

[calcium-supplement]

Some drawings of Pitch, @popatochisssp 's Horrorswapfell Sans!!

Hes,,,, extremely good yall pls go dig thru her horrorswapfell tag

https://popatochisssp.tumblr.com/post/630836607566643200/potential-tw-for-those-who-need-it-disability

Potential tw for those who need it: disability, mental issues, possession, referenced violence and death Horrorswapfell Same rough premise

And on that note,,,,,,, i have additional...... drawings with him on my twitter............ oh boysee. Again, read some of her posts for context and details

[vrnicky]

I'm in a bit of a mental exhaustion rn; yknow, self hate, anxiety, self depricating thoughts.

Can i get some comfort with maybe stretch or nox from bonely hearts club?

Im sorry to hear that! Even tho im not good with writing Nox,, i hope you enjoy this! And i Hope this helps anon :(

Sorry for the late response,,

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Comfort with Nox.

Lately your days have been.. boring, you barely even leave bed and lost motivation to do your favorite things because of those bad thoughts that are in your mind everyday, every second.

You thought no one would notice how off you have been but you were wrong. Since you meet those funny skeletons in the other side of the road, they could clearly tell something was wrong.

But one skeleton more than another.. Nox, yes, even tho your presentation with him was not the best he could sense your good intentions with his cousins.

..and maybe the fact that you promised to go to their house the other day.. the day the bad thoughts started.

You were falling asleep in the afternoon, you got tired of all those bad things your own mind make you realize hating you even more... but something make it stop.

Knock, knock.

Someone was at the door, that made you leave bed even with your messy hair, everything; barely when you open the door a punch of coffee hits you, clearly was Nox.

"You finally open the door.."

—You knocked before?..— your voice was clearly tired.

"Yes, were you asleep?"

You just nod and Nox just push you into your living room after closing the door.

"Listen, we are worried about you, you dont came out of your house anymore.. something is wrong?"

While sitting down the both of you.. you sigh looking at other place, that was all Nox needed to hug you, knowing him that took you off guard but slowly also hugging him back, man, you needed it.

"Lets watch something, can we?"

You just cuddle him, ignoring the blush in his cheekbones while putting a movie that you didn't even put attention to because.. you were already asleep.

But not as always.. something was different that those days falling asleep with your mind full of darkness and negativity.. now you were sleeping peacefully with Nox. Looks like he meant that to happend even if he blushed.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

((Nox doesn't belong to me, he belongs to @bonelyheartsclub!! ))

[creeky-critter]

Dream Sweet in Sea Major

human-performer!reader x swapfell sans fic idea i love yet will probably never write and also extremely self indulgent

tl;dr - your roommate Varek lowkey wants to see you thrive, gets you a job, then teaches you a dance for seLFISH REASONS!! NOT! BECAUSE!! OF THE AFFORMENTIONED ONES!! simply business. yes yes.

you're chosen to perform for a monster event by the queen, celebrating the ascension and the peace treaty between humans and monsters. It could have just been a choice incident with the selection, seen as though you had been advertising for a long time for places to perform… but also it could have maybe had something to do with your roommate. Varek.

'former' head of the royal guard, despite the fact hes 'retired' he doesnt seem to be all that free of his duties. now see, reader doesn't exactly…. like varek. you get along fine, you tollerate him enough to live together he just seems really… disingenuous? you can never get a straight answer out of him that isn't deadpan or said really sarcastically. and also, he seems to take great pleasure poking fun at you in public. nothing humiliating, just the occasional witty comment if you two happen to cross paths out in the wild.

yet with that hes still… not what everyone seems to make him out to be? from all the monsters you've met, and all of the humans who have heard about him (or seen for themselves) hes always described as this… tyrannical, unsympathetic, egomaniac who derives pleasure from seeing people suffer. no matter the race. but you would never go THAT far to describe your roommate??? hes just- a dick really. a dick that could have possibly put a good word in with his boss?? after hearing you were looking for job offerings???

but anyways!! back with the plotline, varek-induced or not, you start thinking about a performance with your team. and after a while it comes to your attention that this is the monsters anniversary of ascension. you need something personal to them, seeing that they are creatures of intention and passion. you cant just do a repeat of lacklustre shows and expect things to go over nicely??? so, while brainstorming or possibly ranting to (having a bitching session with) your roommate over tea/coffee as you usually would do after a stressful week. he proposes.. what if you learned a monster specific routine? …well you had thought about it but you thought it could convey as mocking or hurtful. to which he counters that it only would be with the wrong intent

and so, after a long conversation about monster norms, types of traditions, routines, acts of respect, absolute no-no's, exasperated sighs and- yes, you are able to ask this stuff. he would rather *help *than see you boo'ed off stage. save him the second hand humiliation from having relations to you. you land on a dance. easiest to perform, hardest to get wrong, and with the difference in intent between humans and monsters, shouldn't be too strenuous emotionally either.

assuming that would be the end of that, you begin talking about searching for a monster choreographer. to which you are IMMIDIATELY pressed on, because 'are you out of your very mind??' and, 'do you simply believe just any monster would be willing to show such rudimentary negligence??' with a strict, 'no! he shall be the one to teach you. better to learn from someone who will not stear you wrong out of cunning and distaste for the treaty.'

You're quick to learn being taught by varek will not be easy- on either of you. over the course of his… 'lessons', you're very quick to finally see the type of monster others claimed him to be.

tyrannical - well, actually, you could see this one beforehand too, but by the stars. if you knew he would work you as if you were part of his guard- limited breaks with almost condescending comments at the mention of such a thing, you wouldn't have even agreed!! you'd take being cheated over being back-sassed at the prospect of needing to sit down.

unsympathetic - 'you're tired? get over it. need a break? too bad. you wont get a break when you're up on stage infront of countless monsters and the queen for stars sake. get a grip of yourself! and on my count.' is the general gist of it. had you not worked in this field before now, having countless instructors you had….

egomaniac - oh. my. STARS. if you had a penny for every time he flaunted his rank, made remarks about how his form was nothing short of perfect, and made sure you knew that he had learnt dances far! more arduous than this one in half! of the time its seeming to take you. you wouldn't even need the damn job!! and- and you would have stopped!! you would have told him to shove it up his bony ass if he kept talking to you like that!! but that was the funny thing... because it wasn't always that. sure, he was an absoloute prick but he was also.. funny. he would poke fun at you like usual, the occasional witty comment but it wasnt always mocking. in fact, you began looking forwards to the lessons. 'highlight of your week compared to the nightmare that was scheduling and rehearsals. Dare you even say you began tolerating Varek a little more. like a friend instead of 'that odd guy you live with'.

Then finally, after weeks of practice, comes the dreaded deadline. the opening night. and, i'd like to believe by this point Varek had stopped giving you lessons. like, either work caught up to him, or your deal was literally just 'lessons until he believes you have the grip of the gesture'. the last month or so before the event was strictly personal rehearsals, probably to enhance the emotional aspect of the piece. and, because im sappy and want to take pity on those with stage fright me. its me. i have stage fright. , its a happy ending. you perform beautifully. everything pays off in the end and really, beyond your team and those who have *obviously* supported you through every step, you really have one monster who you owe it all to... someone who clearly let his guard down enough to show you an honestly incredibly vulnerable and nuanced part of monster culture. which gets people (mainly monsters) thinking. and you hear it through whispers in the crowd.... ....who was the sucker who taught you? --------

:3 yes the title is the song that inspired it. yes, it was the part from 4:17 onwards.