and MAMI THOUGH??? HOLY FUCKING SHIT HOW TRAGIC??? SHE”S SO GOOD? HOW FUCKING TRAGIC?????? PAIRED WITH HOMURA HER TRAGICNESS BECOMES SO CLEAR????? AGHGHGHGHHGHG SHE’S JUST A KID!!!!! SHE IS JUST!! A KID!!! WHO LOST HER PARENTS AND SHE RATIONALISES IT BUT SURVIVORS GUILT AND SHE TRIES TO BE GOOD!!! SHE IS SO MORAL!!! SHE IS A KID AND SHE IS COMPLETELY ALONE FIGHTING AGAINST TERRIFYING FUCKING BEINGS EVERY NIGHT!!!!! WHO ARE LIKELY TO KILL HER AND NOBODY WOULD EVEN CARE OR REMEMBER FOR ALL SHE KNOWS
BUT SHE SO COMPELLING PRESENTS HERSELF AS IN CONTROL AND PROTECTIVE OF OTHERS AND COMPETENT. AND SHE IS!!!!! BUT SHE DOESN’T EVEN KNOW!!! SHE BELIEVES THAT HER EXISTENCE IS NOBLE. THAT SHE IS PROTECTING PEOPLE. THAT IS ALL THAT DRIVES HER FORWARD. AND THEN!!!!!!!!!
IT TURNS OUT SHE AND THE WHOLE SYSTEM AND SHE WILL TURN INTO THE MONSTERS THAT HAVE KILLED ALL THOSE PEOPLE SHE WAS TOO LATE TOO SAVE.