#shadowed truth

[zalandrissa-highvale]

Ha-hah. This reminded me of the Tournament with Calanus and Zalandrissa kissing, with the bad timing of Red being there.

tristennedarkmorn // riverblade

[zalandrissa-highvale]

TTT: Zalandrissa seems to be getting awfully close to Red. What are her thoughts and feelings for the man? What does she want out their, whatever that is?

“ Red, he knows everything already and I know he’s not that fucking dense to look past .. the apparent, ‘obvious’ signs. Think I’ve rambled a few times while drunk about how.. I looked at everything, how I felt. Whether or not he’s listened, remembered that information, I’m not entirely sure because .. I can’t read him at times. He’s hard to understand, other times he’s easy and sometimes I just stare at him with a ‘what the fuck’ look. “ Softly she sighed, “ .. My thoughts are I want something that can’t ever be, you know? I mean it could but, I won’t hold my breath. Somethings there but I can’t reach it. It’s real but it’s complicated. It’s amazing, beautiful and at the same time terrifying, sad. No matter what happens between him or myself, and I mean this, .. I would never leave his side. He’s a man that I would protect to the same level as Felon. – Which leads to feelings because .. it’s tied into what I .. think I want, out of whatever this is? What I want.. is to be able to have Red come to me when there’s some sort of issue or he’s feeling his worst. I’m a good listener and I’ll do whatever it takes to make him grin. Same time, I would.. want to wake up and find a photo of us sleeping side by side, on the pillow he once claimed. “ It was a silly idea, she knew that, but she was speaking the truth. “ That’d leave evidence that he was there next to me at some point, allowing me to smile because.. even through a photograph I can still see his face. – But what most people are curious about seems to be; do I want to date him? Do I want to tie him down? Then there’s the assumption we’re fucking, but we’re not.Okay? Alright. “ Briefly she wet her lips, focusing once again. “ – I would want a relationship from him where he would not be tied down. He’d still be Red, goes and does whoever, wherever, that he pleases. My only conditions? Don’t tell me the stories, don’t ask me to join, just leave that bullshit at the door.. or window in his case, when you see me. Those women can have his cock, fingers, mouth as much as they want but fuck darling, I’d have his trust, his heart and mind in return. That’s more than enough for me to be satisfied and this is the fucking truth. Now I know people would wonder what I would do. Would I go out finding other men? Answer would be no, he would be .. everything I’d want, no need to run around and ‘test the waters’ because I’ve already got a fantastic teacher. – So there you have it, what I really would want from Red. A dream I wish upon every falling star I catch a glimpse of, in hopes that maybe someday, things can change. – That’s all. “

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