When the Darkness Comes | Thomas Shelby x Shadowhunter!reader - Part 6
Summary: you are a shadowhunter investigating the sudden rise of yin fen in the Downworld, the trail leads you to Small Heath and a blue eyed gangster.
A/N: English is not my first language, sorry if there are mistakes and thanks for reading!
Part 5 - Peaky Blinders Masterlist
It took you an endless amount of time and effort to convince Tommy not to wait for the ambulance. Nephilim were not allowed to receive any sort of mundane medical treatment, it was against the law. 'The law is harsh but it is the law' was one of the Shadowhunter's mottos.
But you had your own doctors in case of needing them: the Silent Brothers. They had always given you a bit of a fright with their eyes - so similar to a pair of empty dark holes - and their mouths permanently sewn shut. So, whenever you could, you prefered to avoid them. There was always the option of seeing a witch if the price was good although most of the time an iratze worked just fine.
Reluctantly, Tommy agreed to take you to your little flat. Actually, he had to almost drag you there for the last part of the way. Once inside, you collapsed onto a couch. He looked around, even though there was not much to see, analysing every detail while trying to gather as much information about you as possible. You did not care since you had done the same to him. It was fair.
His eyes stopped over the weapons piled in the corner and stared at you with a raised eyebrow. You shrugged with half a smile, as if saying ' it is what it is ' but instantly regretted it. Not a good idea after being shot. Tommy might have noticed because he crossed the room with a couple strodes without thinking twice. You raised a hand in front of you to make him stop.
"Can you bring me that thing over there? It's on the table, the one that looks like a magic wand."
"Is it magic?" he wondered, sounding like a little child.
"No, it isn't. At least not the kind of magic you must be thinking about. It's more complex than that, maybe you' ll understand it better when you see it", you tried to explain.
Tommy nodded slowly and turned towards the table. He glanced through the mess or documents and notes, results of your research, with his hand wandering over all of it until he paused next to your steele. He looked at you over his shoulder, questioningly. When you gave him a nod, he grabbed it.
The way he held it, like an orchestra director or a magician would, made your heart feel a bit warmer. How could he look so lost? Still, he listened to you and handed you the stele. It might be slow but this man was starting to realise how special you were.
Your fingers brushed as you reached out to grab the steele. With its weight pressed to your hand, you finally felt like you had the situation under control. As simple as it was, it gave you some sense of safety.
Since your dress was already destroyed, you gave it a tug, tearing the fabric apart to leave your shoulder and part of your chest free, not caring of Tommy's eyes on your exposed skin or the way he seemed to stop breathing for a second.
You looked at the wound. It was not bleeding as much as much as you thought it would be at this point.
In addition to not going to human doctors, Shadowhunters did not use firearms. This time it was not against the law but the runes prevented gunpowder from igniting, so they were not very useful against a horde of demons.
"The bullet is still inside", Tommy's voice broke the silence while confirming your suspicions.
There was no point in marking yourself with a healing rune if the bullet was in the way, it would never heal properly. You took a deep breath before meeting his eyes. Then you said slowly, "can you take it out?"
He nodded. Of course he could. He had done it too many times, more than he cared to remember. It was a shame he no longer carried razors sewn into his cap, that would have been useful. Thomas dissappeared for a moment and when he came back he was holding something sharp.
He knelt beside you and held you firmly. "I need you to stay very still while I cut the bullet out. Do you have whiskey or something strong?"
You listened to his words as you stared at him through half-lidded eyes, a bit confused. "Are you going to drink now? Are you being serious? I don't think this is the best time, Tommy..."
He snorted at your slurred words. "It's not for me, it's for you." When you shook your head, Tommy sighed. "You could have used some, this is going to hurt."
With a trembling hand you touched his. "It's alright. I can handle the pain, just get it out."
"I'll try to do it fast."
You rested your head on the back of the couch and looked away, trying to dissociate as much as possible, focusing on breathing. In, out. Again. Inspire... Meanwhile, Tommy got to work. A part of him could not believe this was happening for real.
He wanted to think that now that he was beginning to climb in society all of it would be left behind. But Thomas lived in a world of violence which would always be part of him.
At any given moment, when he least expected it, he would once again be involved in the situation of taking a bullet out of someone. Or being the one who pulled the trigger. Neither option was ideal, but if he had to choose one, he would opt for the second one.
Something rattled against glass. Tommy had just dropped the bullet into an ashtray and now was staring at you with a frown. "Are you alright?" he asked, rubbing the back of his hand over his face.
"I'm fine. Are you done?"
As he nodded slightly, you pressed the tip of the steele to your skin near the bullet wound and traced the shape of a healing rune under the close scrutiny of Thomas, whose eyes widened as the black mark appeared on your body.
"This is called iratze," you said quietly while finishing the rune. "It helps us heal. The closer it is located to the heart, the greater its effect. It should start working inmediately... This is what I meant when I said that you should see it to understand."
Tommy blinked a few times as if he were not believing what he was seeing. Almost as if his eyes, or his mind, were playing tricks on him.
It was barely there but if you payed close attention, you could tell that the appearance of the wound had changed. It no longer looked like a fresh one. Instead, it was closer to one inflicted a couple of days ago.
You continued drawing smaller iratzes on your arms, in all the parts of your body where the demon's icor had touched you. The redness of your skin started to fade away.
"It would have been pretty useful to have one of those in hand on more than one occasion" murmured Tommy. By the tone of his voice you could tell he was joking, which was a good sign after how distressed he seemed before. You just hoped that he did not have a stroke or somethig after all. "What is it?"
"It's called steele. We all have our own. I got mine when I was fourteen, as a birthday gift" you did not dwell on any more details although the energy in the room seemed to have changed.
Both of you remained in silence for a while, not quite sure of what to say next, until you spoke softly.
"I hate guns but I kind of like you and it's ironic because you are always pointing at me with one. I thought that if I ever got shoot, it would be you the one shooting me."
Thomas shook his head, his eyes lost somewhere behind you. "I'd never shoot you," his voice reflected the horror of simply thinking about the act of hurting you.
It made you smile. A small one but a smile nonetheless. "Well, that's not what you said when we first met, remember? How many times did you shove that thing to my face? Twice or three... Maybe more. I can't remember."
"Things were different back then" he said hoarsely.
"What has changed?"
He shrugged. "So many things, I don't even know."
Then he got up but paused for a moment, staring at the door. Not without some struggle, you reached out to grab his hand, warm in contrast with your cold one. "Wait, don't go away yet."
Tommy squeezed your hand and cleared his throat before calling your name. "You should rest. I'll leave some men outside, they'll watch out the whole night, don't worry."
You let go of his hand and rolled your eyes. Now, that was funny. What could a group of mundanes do to protect you from a real danger? Ridiculous.
"I don't need your peaky blinders to keep me safe, trust me. I can manage on my own," you said through your teeth.
"I don't doubt it", replyed Tommy. He sounded sincere. "But I'll feel more at ease knowing that you are not alone."
"Stay with me then" you whispered closing your eyes. Suddenly, keeping them open felt like the hardest challenge.
Before you could hear his answer, a thick and overwhelming cloud of exhaustion fell upon you, dragging you into a deep sleep.


















