Woman--Lisanna.. I can barely manage to write this now without having my hands shake from pure anger at myself. I did not wish for you to meet me the way you did that day. I recall it perfectly as if it had truly been me, but I ask you to please believe me when I say that it wasn't. It wasn't me.. But how can I ask you to believe me after all that I said?
I only ask your forgiveness.. if you are willing to do so. Forgive me for keeping this from you and for risking your safety by allowing him near you. And forgive me for not being their today, on this holiday, as I had promised. And if you will allow me to do so, I ask you to let me make it up to you.
I don't know how much you know.
I'm afraid of how much you may know..
Or how you'll react when you find out..
Nonetheless, I will understand if you choose to break all contact with me.. And as much as I encourage you to do so.. a part of me doesn't want to let go of you.
She smiled, sleep weighting her eyelids as she tilted her head when she noticed a paper, a letter in front of her. This wasn't something she expected, not from him. She sank down on the edge of bed as she hesitated to read it. The day seem to have gone so well yet this letter would have the power to change her mood and either ruin her day or make it better but in the end she couldn't help laugh after finish reading such a thing. She raised her head, "Oh Rogue, I wish you wouldn't worry about this day. I had such a great time with Natsu today, it's been so long since I last got to spend the day with him.." she mumbled but as she remembered the last line; her heart seem to leap into her throat.
There was one thing that brought a bit of anger out of her, how much faith did he have in her if he even thought she would consider leaving after all the time she spent with him, everyone has their baggage after all. "Rogue. You're such a kind, gentle person deep inside those layers you hide in. I don't believe…I don't believe you'd hurt me. Not intentionally. You didn't have a choice but to say the things you did…I understand. It's all right, now. I promise. Whatever I can do…Whatever can be done… I'll make it all right, Rogue. Please, just…Come back to me." she whispered, hoping he was there to listen to her words. No it was night time already, if anything that Shadow guy must be controlling him yet again. Causing mayhem who knows where.