Shadow of Hawkins - Steve Harrington x OC
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I woke to the gray light creeping through the blinds and rolled out of bed, stretching and rubbing sleep from my eyes. The trailer felt quiet, but I didn’t think much of it — Dad often stayed up late, and mornings like this were usually just him sleeping in his usual spot on the couch.
I went through my usual routine: showered, dressed, and grabbed my backpack. I didn’t bother with breakfast — mornings were always like this for me anyway. I tried to keep my thoughts on school, on the classes I had to get through, on anything that felt normal.
It wasn’t until I stepped into the living room that it hit me. The couch was empty, Dad’s usual spot abandoned. The blankets were strewn across it, tossed carelessly as if he hadn’t slept there at all. The memory of last night’s storm — the wind howling, rain lashing against the trailer, the sky dark and restless — made my stomach twist even tighter. My chest felt heavy, and suddenly the quiet felt too loud.
The worry hit in waves. Not just for Dad, out there somewhere organizing the search party for Will, but for Will himself — missing, unknown, unreachable. I tried to push it down, to keep going, to pretend it was just another morning. But each step, each motion, made the weight in my chest heavier.
I grabbed my backpack and headed out the door, the cold November air biting my face. Every footstep felt heavy, every shadow seemed larger than it should, and I realized that Hawkins had a way of making the ordinary feel dangerous. Today was supposed to be normal. Somehow, I knew it wouldn’t be.
Because no matter what I tried to do — act like everything was fine, keep up with school, smile at friends — it couldn’t be normal. Not when a young boy, Will Byers, was missing. Not when Dad was out there somewhere in the storm, and I didn’t know if he was okay. Not when the weight of everything pressed down on me, making it impossible to pretend that any of this was just another day.
I headed over to Eddie’s like I did most mornings. Uncle Wayne was on the porch, sipping his coffee and having a smoke, giving me a small smile as I approached.
“Morning, Maya,” he said. “Eddie told me what happened yesterday. You holding up okay?”
I hesitated, then nodded. “I’ll be fine, Uncle Wayne. Thanks.” I forced a smile, but it didn’t reach my eyes.
Eddie was leaning against the van, guitar case slung over his shoulder. I turned to him, and he gave a small nod before moving, carefully loading the guitar into the back of the van. He glanced at me, brow slightly furrowed, that familiar mix of comfort and concern in his eyes — like he could see right through me.
“Morning,” he said quietly. “Ready to go?”
I nodded, climbing into the passenger seat. The van smelled faintly of weed and smoke. The scent, strong and familiar, made me feel… safe. It reminded me of him, of the quiet confidence he carried even when the world was falling apart, and for the first time in hours, I felt a little less exposed.
Eddie started the engine, glancing at me in the rearview mirror. “You sure you’re okay?”
“Yeah,” I murmured, though my voice felt smaller than usual. I kept my eyes on the window, watching the wet streets of Hawkins pass by. I tried to focus on school, on anything ordinary, but it was impossible to shake the worry pressing against my chest.
When we got to school, I followed the usual routine, heading toward the classrooms, nodding to a few familiar faces, pretending everything was fine. Every step felt heavier than normal, every laugh in the halls seemed louder, sharper. Even though I tried to act like it was a normal day, I knew it couldn’t be. Not with a boy missing. Not with Dad still out there somewhere. Not with the weight of everything pressing down on me.
As I made my way down the hall, I spotted Nancy and Barb huddled together near her locker, flipping through the chemistry flashcards I had made. My chest tightened at the sight — part pride that they were actually using them, part frustration that I felt like an outsider to everything else happening around them.
“Hey,” I called softly as I approached, trying to sound normal.
Barb looked up, a small smile on her face. “Hey, Maya. Grab a card — we’re going over these.”
Nancy didn’t look up, absorbed in her notes. “Yeah, check these formulas too,” she murmured, passing a card toward me.
I stepped closer, letting my hands hover over the flashcards before picking one up. My mind tried to focus, to study, but my thoughts kept slipping back to last night — the storm, Dad not coming home, Will missing — and a heaviness settled in my chest.
Still, I recited the formulas quietly under my breath, determined to keep some sense of normalcy, even if the world around me felt completely off balance.
“When alpha particles go through gold foil they become…?” Barb asks
“Unoccupied space” Nancy and I answer at the same time
I was just starting to settle into the flashcards with Barb and Nancy when I heard the familiar clatter of footsteps. Steve appeared first, jogging up the hallway like he owned it, his hair perfectly tamed. I couldn’t help but wonder how he made it look that flawless. Behind him, Tommy and Carol followed silently, their presence looming like shadows.
My stomach tightened instantly. My crush, right there — right in front of me — and I couldn’t look away.
Steve leaned down toward Nancy, holding her flashcards between his hands. “I don’t know,” he said casually, using that infuriatingly warm tone. “I think you’ve studied enough, Nance.”
He took the cards from her, and Nancy frowned, clearly annoyed. “Hey! I wasn’t done!” she said, trying to grab them back, but Steve just smirked and held them out of reach.
I felt the sharp sting of jealousy twist in my chest. My hands fidgeted with my backpack strap, my chest burning, my heartbeat rising.
I tried to focus on the tiles beneath my feet, to force my thoughts elsewhere, but it was impossible. Every glance between Steve and Nancy made me feel small, invisible — like I wasn’t even part of this world they shared.
Tommy and Carol lingered just behind him, silent and smug, letting Steve take the lead. Their quiet presence made the air feel heavier, like I was on display, exposed and powerless. I gritted my teeth, forcing my face to stay neutral, but inside I was twisting with longing, frustration, and the ache of knowing I would never be Nance in his eyes.
“I’m telling you, you got this. Don’t worry” Steve says putting the cards away, “Now onto more important matters, my dad has left town for a conference and my moms gone with him, cause you know she doesn’t trust him…. So are you in?” he asks
“In for what?” Nancy asks confused, I also give a look just as confused as Nancy
“No parents, big house” Carol says like it was completely obvious what was happening
“Ding ding ding” Carol almost shouts. I really don’t like her
“It’s Tuesday” Nancy says and Tommy repeats what she says mockingly
“Come on, it’ll be lowkey. It’ll be just us. You can even bring these two if you want. What do you say are you in or are you out?” Steve asks, the these two he refers to being herself and Barb.
I wanted to shrink into the tiles, disappear, but I stayed put, waiting for Nancy, for her to make it okay again.
Then my eyes caught someone else down the hallway — Jonathan. Will’s older brother. He was busy hanging up missing posters along the lockers and walls. My chest sank.
Nancy’s attention immediately shifted. She walked over to him, chatting quietly as she helped him adjust a poster. That left me and Barb stuck with Steve, Tommy, and Carol — the last place I wanted to be. I stiffened, my stomach twisting. I couldn’t move; I was frozen, waiting for Nancy to return.
She lingered with Jonathan for a few minutes, nodding and talking, before finally heading back toward the group. Steve noticed her approach, flashing that grin, and I felt my chest tighten again. They all eventually dispersed down the hallway, laughing and joking among themselves, leaving me with a heavy mix of relief that Nancy had returned — and dread that the moment had reminded me how small I felt compared to her.
As the hallway emptied, I felt a tug in my chest — a little voice whispering I shouldn’t just go along with everyone else. Dustin, Lucas, Mike… the others. They’d been relying on me to help look out for Will, and now he was missing. How could I just go to a party?
I stopped for a moment, twisting the strap of my backpack in my hands. Maybe I should check on them first, see how they were coping, see if they needed me. That felt like the right thing to do. But at the same time… the thought of Steve, of being near him, of the warmth of being with Barb and Nancy, it was like a magnet I couldn’t resist.
I sighed, trying to weigh the options. I could go home under the pretense of studying, sneak a few moments alone, and then go to the party with Nancy and Barb. Surely, Dustin and the others would be at Nancy’s house anyway — she babysat for her little brother, after all. If they were together, maybe it wouldn’t matter if I went.
I bit my lip and finally nodded to myself. Maybe it was okay. Maybe I could do both — be responsible, check on the kids, and still… be there. For once, I wanted a little normalcy.
So, with that decided, I made my way toward the door, heart pounding, excitement and guilt twisting together. I could feel Barb glancing at me curiously, probably wondering if I’d changed my mind about the party. I gave her a small nod, and she smiled faintly.
As I walked toward the hall, my mind buzzed with anticipation. Soon, I’d be at Nancy’s, the kids would be there, and later… the party. The thought of seeing Steve again made my chest tighten, and I couldn’t stop the flutter of nerves mixed with longing. But first… first, I needed to make sure Dustin and the others were okay.
The final bell rang, echoing through the hallways like a release I didn’t know I needed. I slung my backpack over my shoulder and followed Nancy out of the building, the weight of the day still pressing on me.
I didn’t even think about going home. Dad was busy, probably out organizing search parties or chasing leads on Will. I knew I’d get no answers from him — and honestly, I didn’t want to bother him anyway.
Nancy and I walked quickly, the crisp November air stinging our cheeks. I followed her to the Wheeler house, glancing down the quiet streets as the late afternoon shadows stretched across the pavement.
Once inside, I headed toward the stairs, thinking of Dustin, Mike, and Lucas. They were Will’s best friends, and with him missing, I wanted to check in — see how they were holding up.
“Hey, guys,” I called softly, leaning against the railing. A few heads peeked over: Dustin, Mike, and Lucas.
“Hey, Maya,” Dustin said, his freckled face lighting up. But there was something… tense about it.
“Everything okay?” I asked, stepping closer.
Lucas shot a nervous glance at Mike. “Uh… yeah, all good,” he said too quickly.
Mike fidgeted with a board game. “Just… talking,” he mumbled.
I crouched beside them, concern tightening my chest. “I just wanted to see how you guys are doing. With… everything. You know, with Will gone.”
Dustin’s smile faltered. “We’re… hanging in there,” he said, but his voice wavered.
“Yeah… just trying not to worry too much,” Lucas added, avoiding my eyes.
Mike swallowed hard, glancing at the others. “And… uh… make sure no one finds her.”
“Her?” I tilted my head, confused.
“Never mind!” Dustin said quickly, waving a hand. “Just… don’t worry about it, Maya.”
I frowned but didn’t press it. “Okay… well, I just wanted to check in. You’re doing a good job sticking together. Keep looking out for each other, alright?”
They nodded, murmuring assent, still whispering among themselves as I stood. I gave them a small, encouraging smile and headed toward Nancy and the rest of the house.
I didn’t know what they were hiding — that there was someone in the house they couldn’t let me see — but I did know this: Will was missing, and everyone was feeling it. My chest tightened with worry, and even though I’d soon be at a party with friends, a part of me would always be here, thinking about them, thinking about Will.
I left the boys at the top of the stairs, still whispering to each other, their nervous energy trailing behind me. My feet carried me down the hallway toward Nancy’s room, each step making my chest tighten.
Nancy was sitting cross-legged on her bed, phone pressed to her ear. I paused in the doorway, listening. I couldn’t hear the other side — Barb’s voice was muffled, distorted through the line — but I could tell from Nancy’s tone and expressions what she was saying.
“Because I don’t want to go by myself…. Barb it’s not rocket science just tell you’re parents we are studying at my place” Nancy’s mouth formed the words, but the tension in her face told me it was Barb who was complaining. Nancy’s voice was patient but firm. “Even Maya’s going,” she said, a slight laugh tugging at her lips. “She doesn’t do parties unless she’s—”
My stomach lurched. She didn’t finish the sentence, and I was thankful. No one needed to know about Eddie, not now. Not ever.
I eased onto the edge of Nancy’s bed, brushing a strand of hair behind my ear. My stomach twisted with anticipation. Even if Nancy didn’t say it aloud, I knew what she meant — I only went to parties if I felt safe, if someone I trusted was nearby.
“I guess that’s convincing enough for her, huh?” I murmured, forcing a small laugh.
Nancy glanced at me, smirking. “Pretty much. You do have a reputation for not doing parties.”
I shrugged, pretending it didn’t faze me, though my heart pounded at the thought of the night ahead, of the crowd, of Steve. “Yeah… guess I do,” I whispered.
Nancy shook her head, clearly exasperated at the conversation, though I didn’t need to know the details. I nodded, letting my mind drift to the party, the people, the music… and the pull I felt toward the chaos of it all, even while a small knot of worry for Dustin, Mike, and Lucas lingered in my chest.
A few minutes later, Nancy’s mom called us down for dinner. Her voice was warm and steady, and it echoed through the house like it always did. “Dinner’s ready! Come on down, you two!”
I followed Nancy to the kitchen, feeling the familiar smell of meatloaf and mashed potatoes hit me first. Normally it would have made me feel at home, but tonight it barely registered. My mind was already running ahead — to the party, to Nancy and Barb after dinner, to the chaos I knew was waiting outside the quiet of this house.
I slid into a chair and stared at the plate of food. I didn’t touch it. My thoughts tumbled over themselves, bouncing between Steve, his laugh, the way he somehow always drew attention, and the pull of the party later tonight.
Across the table, the boys — Dustin, Lucas, and Mike — sat a little too stiffly, glancing at one another as if they were trying to communicate silently. I noticed, but I didn’t say anything. I was too far into my own head, imagining what the party would be like, who would be there, and what Steve might say if he noticed me.
Nancy chatted quietly with her mom, small smiles exchanged over something light and easy, while I sat lost in thought, barely registering the clatter of forks or the scrape of chairs. Even the murmured whispers of the boys didn’t reach me.
Dinner ended. The plates were cleared, the kitchen buzz settling into the low hum of the house. Barb would pick us up soon, but I didn’t think about that yet. All I could focus on was the night ahead, the anticipation twisting in my stomach, the mixture of excitement and nerves building with every passing second.
The ride to the party was short, but every second felt longer than it should. Barb gripped the wheel of her small car, steady and careful, while Nancy rode shotgun, chatting about school, homework, and what everyone else was planning for the weekend.
I sat in the backseat, hands folded in my lap, staring out the window. The streetlights blurred past, casting long shadows that danced across my thoughts. I wasn’t really listening to Nancy and Barb; their voices drifted around me, distant and unimportant. My mind was tangled with everything waiting at the party — Steve, the chaos, Tommy and Carol, and the awkwardness I could already feel pressing down on me.
Finally, Barb eased the car to a stop around the corner from Steve’s house. “Okay, here we are,” she said, peering over her shoulder. “Parked where no one can see us. Good?”
Nancy hopped out of the passenger seat, swinging her bag over her shoulder. “Perfect. Come on, Maya,” she called back, already moving toward the walkway.
I didn’t move. My eyes stayed on the street outside, the familiar quiet of the car feeling safer than whatever awaited me on the lawn.
“Nnn… Maya?” Nancy called again, turning back.
“Yeah, I’m coming,” I said softly, but my feet stayed planted.
Barb glanced in the rearview mirror, eyebrows raised. “You okay back there?”
I nodded, though the motion felt empty. “I’m fine,” I whispered.
By the time they reached the front yard, my mind was still in the backseat, caught between wanting to face the party and going home. Nancy and Barb stopped, looking at me, realization dawning on both of them.
“Maya… you’re not coming?” Nancy asked, a mixture of confusion and concern in her voice.
I blinked, forcing myself to move. “I… I’m coming,” I said, trying to steady the nerves twisting in my stomach.
The evening was calm, the streetlights casting long shadows across the quiet neighborhood. It wasn’t loud, it wasn’t chaotic — just a small get-together waiting for me to step inside. My heart pounded as I realized I’d have to face all of them, even if it was just the six of us.
The closer we get to the front door, the more we can hear the music. Nancy rings the doorbell. Steve opens the door quickly, almost like he was waiting for us, for Nancy.
“Hello Ladies” he says and then leads us through the house to the backyard.
Steve’s backyard was bigger than I’d expected — huge, even. A wide stretch of grass opened up around a large in-ground pool, the water dark and still beneath the patio lights. Lawn chairs were scattered around the edges, some pulled close together, others turned away like they’d been abandoned mid-conversation. A glass table sat off to one side with half-empty cups and a radio playing softly, more background noise than music.
As we stepped outside, Tommy was already at the pool’s edge, laughing as he grabbed Carol around the waist.
“Tommy, stop!” she squealed, half-laughing, half-protesting as he tried to tip her forward.
“C’mon, it’s not even cold!” he said, clearly lying.
Steve stood a few feet away, shaking his head with a grin but not stepping in. Nancy laughed too — not loud, just enough — and it made something twist in my chest.
Barb didn’t hesitate. She veered away from the group entirely and claimed the lawn chair farthest from the pool, the one angled just slightly away from everyone else. She sat down quickly, arms folding in on herself like she was already bracing for the night.
I followed her and took the chair beside hers.
Not because I wanted to hide — but because I didn’t want to be completely left out either.
From where we sat, we were close enough to see everything, close enough to hear snippets of conversation and laughter, but still very much on the outside. I leaned back in the chair, eyes drifting back to the pool, to Steve.
Nancy had settled herself right next to him. Too close to be accidental. Their shoulders brushed every now and then, and she didn’t pull away. There was one empty chair between her and me — a small gap, but it felt enormous.
I shifted in my seat, pretending not to notice it, pretending it didn’t sting.
Tommy finally let Carol go, and she shoved him back with a laugh, threatening him with a finger. Steve said something low to Nancy that I couldn’t hear, and she smiled — really smiled — the kind that made my stomach sink.
I sat there, hands tucked under my thighs, wanting to lean forward, wanting to say something, wanting to be part of it — but not knowing how to cross the space between us.
It was quick — so quick she almost missed it. His eyes flicked from the pool to the chairs, landing on Barb for half a second… and then on Maya.
Just a fraction. A pause in the middle of nothing.
Maya’s stomach flipped, sharp and sudden. She didn’t smile — didn’t trust herself to. She just held his gaze, face neutral, like she hadn’t been watching him for the past five minutes straight.
Steve’s brow furrowed, barely there. Like he was registering something — her being alone, maybe. Or the way she sat a little too straight, like she didn’t know what to do with her hands. His smile faded into something softer, uncertain.
Then Nancy laughed again, louder this time, and Steve turned back to her without another word.
Maya swallowed, throat tight, and looked away before the sting could settle fully in her chest. She told herself it hadn’t meant anything. It couldn’t have. Steve Harrington didn’t notice girls like her. He barely noticed girls like Barb.
Still… the chair between them stayed empty.
Barb shifted beside her, glancing briefly toward the pool before leaning closer. “This was a bad idea,” she muttered under her breath.
Maya nodded, even though she didn’t really agree. “Yeah,” she said quietly. “Probably.”
But her eyes drifted back to Steve anyway.
Nancy leaned in toward him now, close enough that their shoulders brushed. Maya noticed how naturally it happened, like gravity did the work for them. How Nancy didn’t hesitate, didn’t overthink where she stood or how she looked. She just belonged there.
Maya pressed her lips together.
She didn’t want to be Nancy. She didn’t even want to be with Steve like that — not really. Not yet. She just wanted… to not feel like the extra chair. The one no one sat in unless they had to.
Steve glanced over once more.
This time, he didn’t get caught.
His eyes lingered a second longer, thoughtful. Almost apologetic. Like he was aware of the space — the literal one and the invisible one — and didn’t quite know how to cross it.
And somehow, that made it worse.
Steve broke away from the group without warning, crouching by the cooler near the pool. Metal scraped softly as he rummaged through the ice, then straightened with a can in one hand and a knife in the other.
Maya noticed before she meant to.
He tilted the can, punctured the side in one quick, practiced motion, then lifted it to his mouth. The beer disappeared almost instantly, liquid spilling down his wrist as he tipped his head back. It was over in seconds. He crushed the can in his fist and tossed it aside like it was nothing.
Nancy watched the whole thing, arms folded, mouth twitching.
Steve flopped down into the chair on her other side, stretching his legs out and reaching for a cigarette from his pocket. He hadn’t even lit it yet when Nancy spoke.
“Is that supposed to impress me?” she asked.
Steve glanced at her, smirking. “You’re not impressed?”
She scoffed. “You are such a cliché, you realize that.”
He laughed, lighter flicking open in his hand. “You are a cliché. With your grades and your band practice.”
“I’m so not in band,” Nancy shot back, almost sarcastic.
Steve raised an eyebrow, clearly enjoying this. “Okay,” he said, leaning forward and grabbing another can from the cooler. He held it out to her along with the knife. “Party girl. Show us how it’s done then.”
Nancy hesitated, looking at the can like it had personally offended her.
Tommy snorted. Carol leaned closer, curious.
Maya sat perfectly still.
Her hands curled tighter around the armrests of her chair, knuckles pale. She didn’t look at Steve — not directly — but she watched everything anyway. The way he leaned back, relaxed and cocky. The way he spoke like the whole night revolved around him. The way Nancy rolled her eyes but still took the can.
Barb shifted beside her, uncomfortable.
Maya felt it again — that strange mix of wanting to be included and wanting to disappear. She didn’t drink. Didn’t know how. Didn’t even know what she’d do if someone handed her a can and expected her to perform.
She wondered, not for the first time, if Steve even knew she was there anymore.
Nancy turned the can over in her hands, studying it like she was trying to crack a code. “This is stupid,” she muttered.
Steve grinned. “That’s the spirit.”
Maya watched Nancy laugh — really laugh — and felt the space between them stretch wider, even though no one had moved.
The empty chair between them stayed empty.
And Maya stayed exactly where she was.
Steve leaned closer to Nancy, angling the can in her hands.
“You’ve gotta make the hole right in the—”
“I got it,” Nancy cut in, already moving.
Steve lifted his hands in surrender, grinning. “Alright, alright.”
“Yeah,” Tommy chimed in. “She’s smart, you douche.”
Nancy shot him a look, then raised the can. For a second she hesitated — just long enough for Maya to notice — and then she went for it.
Steve started the chant, Tommy and Carol quickly joining in. Their voices bounced off the fence, filling the backyard with energy. Nancy tilted her head back and committed, finishing before tossing the empty can onto the ground.
Maya smiled, small at first, then wider. It was strange — watching Nancy like this, watching Steve look at her like she hung the moon. But it was also… kind of fun. Like she was finally in the middle of something instead of just orbiting around it.
Nancy grabbed two more cans from the cooler and turned toward them. “Your turn.”
She handed one to Barb and one to Maya.
Maya took hers easily. “Thanks.”
Barb stared at the can like it personally offended her. “Nope. I’m good.”
“Come on,” Nancy pressed lightly. “Just once.”
Barb shook her head, gripping the can but making no move to open it.
Maya hesitated for only a second before taking the knife. Not because she hadn’t done this before — she had, mostly at Eddie’s place, surrounded by loud music and even louder commentary — but because she wasn’t used to doing it here, in front of them.
Still, she leaned forward, focused, and did it cleanly.
The chant started up again, and this time Maya laughed before tipping the can back. The sound wrapped around her, warm and ridiculous and strangely comforting. She drank, fast and steady, heart pounding more from the attention than anything else.
When she finished, she dropped the can beside Nancy’s and looked up, breathless.
Maya grinned, cheeks warm, a little surprised by how good it felt — to be included, to not feel like the weird extra piece in the corner. For once, she didn’t overthink where to stand or how to react. She just let herself exist in the moment.
Barb still sat stiffly beside her, unopened can in hand, watching everything with quiet unease.
Maya glanced at her briefly, then back at the group — at Steve, especially — and let herself enjoy it.
“Just—just stop looking at me like that,” she muttered, mostly to Nancy, taking the can with clear reluctance.
Nancy brightened instantly. “See? You’ll be fine.”
Barb took the knife, hands stiff, movements careful. Maya watched closely, already sensing this wasn’t going to go smoothly.
“Just make a little hole—” Nancy started.
Barb hissed sharply, dropping both knife and can. A thin line of red appeared almost immediately across her thumb.
“Gnarly,” Tommy said, impressed rather than concerned.
“Are you okay?” Nancy asked at the same time Maya did, both of them leaning in.
“Yeah,” Barb said quickly, sucking in a breath. “I’m fine.”
“You’re bleeding,” Nancy pressed, her voice tight.
“It’s fine,” Barb insisted, already standing. She turned toward Steve. “Where’s your bathroom?”
“Oh—uh, past the kitchen, down the hall, to the left,” Steve said, pointing.
Barb didn’t wait for anything else. She slipped inside, the sliding door shutting softly behind her.
For a beat, things were quiet again.
Without warning, he shoved Carol toward the pool.
She screamed, arms flailing, before hitting the water with a loud splash — fully clothed. Tommy laughed, took one last drag of his cigarette, and flicked it away before diving in after her.
Maya barely had time to react before the energy shifted again.
Steve stepped closer behind Nancy, hands on her shoulders.
She yelped as she hit the water, resurfacing a second later, sputtering and laughing despite herself. Steve didn’t stop there. Before Maya could move, he turned, grabbed her wrist, and shoved her forward too.
She squealed as she fell, the cold shock stealing her breath even though the pool was heated. Early November was still early November. When she came back up, hair slicked to her face, she laughed — real laughter, bright and unguarded.
Steve jumped in after them, splashing water everywhere.
Maya treaded water near the edge, watching as Nancy swam toward Steve, shoving him playfully, Carol clinging to Tommy’s shoulders as they laughed together. Two couples, loud and messy and perfectly in sync.
She floated there for a moment, just watching.
And yeah — there was a familiar ache. That quiet, background kind. But it didn’t ruin anything.
Maya smiled to herself, water lapping at her shoulders.
For once, she wasn’t standing on the outside looking in. She was here, soaked and cold and laughing, part of the night — even if her place in it looked a little different.
After a while, the cold finally won.
One by one, the five of them climbed out of the pool, water streaming off them as they wrapped themselves in towels pulled from a stack near the patio door. Wet hair, dripping clothes, bare feet on cold concrete — the adrenaline faded fast.
“I’m freezing,” Carol complained, hugging her towel tighter around herself.
Tommy grinned. “Well, I bet his mom’s room has a fireplace.”
“Are you kidding me?” Steve shot back instantly, annoyance flashing across his face. “Absolutely not.”
Tommy didn’t even slow down. He grabbed Carol’s hand and bolted toward the house, their laughter echoing as they took the stairs two at a time.
Steve sighed. “Okay, well — you’re cleaning the sheets,” he muttered after them.
Maya blinked, confusion flickering across her face. She knew what sex was — technically — but the implication sailed just past her. Why would sheets need cleaning? She pushed the thought away before it could spiral.
Steve turned back toward them, towel slung loosely around his shoulders. His eyes found Nancy first.
“Are you alright?” he asked, softer now.
“Yeah,” Nancy said, brushing wet hair from her face.
“Come on,” he said, nodding toward the house. “Let’s get you some dry clothes.”
Then — unexpectedly — Steve looked at Maya.
Her heart skipped. He’s talking to me.
“Oh— I’m okay,” she said quietly, clutching her towel a little tighter.
Steve nodded once, then turned back to Nancy as they headed inside. Maya hesitated… then followed a few steps behind them, unsure why her feet were moving at all.
The sliding door opened just as Barb stepped out of the bathroom, a paper towel wrapped around her thumb.
“Nance. Nancy — where are you going?” Barb asked.
Nancy paused halfway up the stairs.
“Nowhere,” she said quickly. “Just upstairs to change. I fell in the pool.”
Barb shook her head, equal parts disbelief and quiet frustration. “Unbelievable.”
“Why don’t you just go home?” Nancy said, almost breezily. “I’ll get a ride or something.”
“Nance?” Barb’s voice wavered — not angry, just hurt. Like she couldn’t quite believe what she was hearing.
“I’m fine,” Nancy insisted. “Just go home.”
She didn’t wait for an answer.
Nancy turned and kept walking, Steve already at the top of the stairs, watching the whole exchange in silence before following her down the hall.
Maya stayed frozen at the bottom step, towel damp and heavy around her shoulders, the air suddenly colder than before.
And she wasn’t sure yet what it meant — only that the night had quietly split into before and after.
After a few quiet beats, a door closed upstairs.
The sound was sharp in the otherwise still house.
Maya and Barb both heard it. They turned toward each other, the same realization settling uncomfortably between them.
“If you want to go,” Maya said gently, breaking the silence, “I can stay and wait for her.”
Barb shook her head. “No. I’ll stay. I’m just… going to sit outside.”
Maya glanced toward the dark backyard, then down at her soaked clothes. “I’m going to sit in here. I’m drenched, and it’s too cold out there.”
Barb nodded once and walked toward the sliding door. It opened with a soft scrape, then slid shut behind her, sealing out the night air.
The house felt bigger immediately.
Maya moved slowly into the living room and lowered herself onto the couch, towel still wrapped around her shoulders. The cushions were cold beneath her legs. She curled in on herself, staring at nothing in particular.
Then she started to hear things from upstairs — muffled voices, soft laughter, moaning, movement. Not loud, not clear, just enough to make her uncomfortable. Enough to remind her she didn’t quite belong to whatever was happening up there.
She shifted, pulling her knees closer to her chest.
Then — faintly — a sound drifted in from outside.
She held her breath, listening. It wasn’t close enough to place. Not sharp enough to understand. Just enough to make her heart thud once, hard.
She stood quickly and crossed to the glass door, pressing her palm lightly against it as she peered out into the dark backyard.
The patio was empty. The chairs were still. The pool water rippled gently, disturbed only by the wind.
She must’ve gone home, Maya told herself, even though something about it didn’t sit right.
After another moment, she stepped back from the door and leaned against the kitchen counter instead. The house hummed quietly around her — refrigerator buzzing, pipes clicking, distant sounds from upstairs continuing in uneven waves.
Exhaustion settled over her before she could fight it.
Her head rested against her arms. Her eyes slipped shut.
And eventually, surrounded by a house full of noise that had nothing to do with her, Maya fell asleep.
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