#shane17

[fildiaspora]

Find someone who will love you for who you are

Find a love that is proud of you

Find a love that you don’t need to hide

Find someone who is always going to be there for you

Find a love that will defy all odds

Find a love that is worth it all

[fildiaspora]

did all your stats today. i postponed MY own paper for that shit yet while I was driving you home all I can hear is you mooning over this dude from your class. or how you really want to go out with this guy. im tired and doing all the work for you yet I feel like im a second choice.

I dont think you love me. I think you just love how I make you feel. I deserve soooo much better than this.

Also, I hate driving my dinner around just so we can find a place to fucking eat it. Lol I dont think you plan on doing the same thing when you hang out with other guys. It’s almost as if you are hiding me. It is almost as if you are ashamed of me.

[fildiaspora]

For Shane (3)

Dude fuck im so scared to lose you

Damn i miss you everyday i dont think this is normal anymore

It feels like you’ve been distancing yourself these past few days.

Did I do something wrong?

Am I boring the fuck out of you?

Are you tired of me?

Just tell me. Let me know.

I love you but damn im starting to feel like Im hurtin

[fildiaspora]

Shane (2)

Hey bud,

Our messages are running dry. We rarely talk when we are not together. I miss you tho. This past few days I feel like I’m only your boyfriend when we are alone... or when I am writing your essay.

Im having a series of bad day. And I know you do too.

Are you getting tired of this? Are you getting tired of me? Im really sorry for everything

I love you. I still love you. I will never not love you.

[fildiaspora]

For Shane (1)

Hey I’m scared because whatever this is that we have is very temporary

I dont even know if I’m really your boyfriend

Or maybe I am —- if it’s just the two of us

It’s hard to love someone who’s still looking

For themselves

But I will love you anyways

Because when Im with you I feel at home

even though I feel like for you, Im just a stranger

At your door