I want to go home so bad. I hate it here, I'm 14 years old sharing a room with my 9 year old brother and my grown ass mom in my grandma's house because my dad wants to be a fucking crack induced lunatic. I never have any space, I can never do what I want. I have no fucking privacy at all. My brother is always on some annoying shit and my mom is always on my dick about keeping the small ass space we have neat. I have to drive to another neighborhood from mines to go to the school because people in my neighborhood go to a completely different school even though the neighborhoods are right across the fucking street from eachother. Not only that, the bus is genuinely packed all the time and I have to race bitches to get a seat. Then when I get off the bus I have to wait like 30 minutes for my mom to pick me up. THEN we drop my brother off to karate practice and I'm stuck in the car for another 45 minutes. When we get home it's already 7 pm, and I have no motivation to do my homework. When I wanna relax niggas are always in my FUCKING FACEEEEEEEEEE. I go in there and I'm listening to music genuinely entering flow state and my fuckass brother come up in the room, turns the lights on, and does the most extra shit ever. The sheer existence of my brother pisses me off, I love him but shit bro. Or it's my mom telling me to do this and that, LEAVE ME ALONE. I'm surrounded by people 24 FUCKING SEVENNNN. All because of my dad, and my mom is still being all lovey dovey, chuckling and shit with this fuck nigga after everything he did. I hate my big stinky ass raggedy ass dirty ass fuck father. I hate him so bad. I have to pretend I like the nigga because he's "trying" and I have to be respectful or get cussed out FUCK HIM BRO. All I want is a cute pink room where I can play music from my tv, have my own vanity and space for myself. But no, also my grandma makes nasty ass fucking food. I get home after EIGHT HOURS OF SCHOOL to see some fucking SLOP ON THE TABLEEEEEEEEE UGHHHHHRDHDHDHDHDHSHEHSHEBD I CANT EVEN EAT GOOD IN THIS BITCH DAMN. Ugh okay bye bye










