DREAMS:
I don’t understand. These past few weeks,you have invaded my dreams. I thought time healed all. I keep seeing you, in my dreams.
Every night I see you. At that moment I stop everything I and I look at you and you seem so happy. You are smiling, laughing, and living. At that moment, all of these past emotions come rushing back, and I can’t.
I don’t understand why these feelings and emotions have returned, but dammit, I can fathom it. All my regrets, angsts, anger, frustration, love, and affection had returned.
I’ve woken up in tears. I thought I was cured. I thought this lovesickness was gone, but it returned in my dreams just like that.
I will never find another woman like you. I know that. I know what we had meant nothing to you and that to some and you, it wasn’t even a relationship, but you were the one constant in my life for so many years. You were the driving force.
I don’t want to dream anymore because I don’t want to see you again. I can’t see you again. I want you happy and I am not your happy ending.
