May 31, 2014
Lila: der?
Lila: um... do you think you could pick me up something?
Lila: I'll pay you back
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Lila: der?
Lila: um... do you think you could pick me up something?
Lila: I'll pay you back
@aaelyn: I made it 2 months I guess that's a start.
My old, but re-united friend re-lapsed last night. She wants me to come over and talk, smoke and be there for her with her. But I told her yesterday and a couple times that I am painting today to finish my piece so that I can meet sleeping with sirens at warped this THURSDAY! It is all about their new album Feel.. not their cover cds or whatever, no this is different it is how I am FEELING and about how I FEEL when I listen to them. So I know I will get to meet them. But I am still conflicted because I want to go and help her, yeah I feel upset that she did that last night. Although it's not like something major triggered it, just her anxiety and lack of control to say no. I can't be there for her all the time, I have my life to worry about. Yeah I'm a bit selfish, but so is she for making me feel bad for not coming to comfort her. Those drugs are serious and she should have been smart enough to say no before it even crossed her mind to try it.