It’s been really bad for him , everything , how it happens – Barry didn’t even hear her say it the first time. Barry’s throat felt like it was closing in , & at this point he was just staring in her direction. This divide between trying to escape an old life & have something that was worth anything ... to just have that – but Barry couldn’t be both things. & this was where they were now. ❝ What? No it’s – it’s some really dark stuff , Sally... ❞ Barry crosses his arms , which immediately makes him feel like he’s caving into himself. Lie after lie. It was all collecting. This was a matter of confronting the fact they weren’t really in a relationship , when the honesty didn’t exist. Who he really was – It was eating him alive. ❝ Hey , ❞ Barry smiles a little tiredly , needless to say he’s still trying here. ❝ It’s a lot , you know ... & I don’t want you to get distracted , you’ve got a lot going on with the performance ... I mean I’m okay. ❞