"in the end, there is no justice in love." // "in the end, there is no justice in anything."
in some nebulous period between the trip to jiankang and the duel with ruyan kehui, yan wushi finds himself caught in a haunting dream. but it is not so much a dream, he finds, as an augury — of what he would almost make of himself.
fandom: 千秋 | thousand autumns; shen qiao; yan wushi; shenyan; yanshen; yan wushi's unnamed mother; dream fic; character study; word count: 15 100
rating & content warnings
mentions of poor parenting, incl. emotional abuse
kissing with dubious consent
descriptions of bodily violence and injury
many thanks to zeb, without whose hours' worth of gracious medical advice this would read less like i had taken artistic liberties and more like a bludgeon to suspension of disbelief.
many thanks to my good friend for the gift of xie ling's courtesy name, and for patient, earnest, meticulous help with lexicon. many, many thanks for the creative influence that breathed this piece into life, and for friendship, generosity, and encouragement.