nagaaral na ulit ako, college. BS Psychology. at meron akong classmate, he’s cute.. makulit din,..
once sinabi niya when he was asked what was his talent, he said. “Talent ko? magmahal *sabay ngiti* ” sounds arrogant, but the way he said it and his face when he said those words, malalaman mong sincere yung words, pero parang nagtitrip lang.. yung ganun..
gets mo ba yung description ko?
kapag kasi hindi siya nagsasalita, he seems snobbish.. pero sobrang kulit niya talaga at sobraaanngg bait!
also, that was when i first noticed him.
kaso, recently, bakit ganun? feeling ko may relationship sila nung isa pa naming classmate na gay :( i thought he was just friendly with everybody, with him.. pero ngayong magtatapos na yung sem, and for the four months that i’ve been their classmate, parang may iba. parang sila.
okay, linawin ko lang.. i’m not against same sex relationship. i have gay friends. i have lesbian friends. maybe i have a relative who’s also in the LGBTQ.
pero masakit lang pala isipin na, yung guy na gusto mo is gay.. (meaning wala kang PAGASA!!) nakakalungkot.. feeling ko naunahan ako.. :( feeling ko naagawan ako.
and it’s such a shame to lose a guy who is sweet and makulit..
but i’m still hoping, somehow, tho in vain.. but still i’m praying..
pero you seem happy naman eh,
you’re happy naman di ba?