#shethrived

[roseandwandered]

A silly man who taught her to wink. A clever man who taught her to think. A violent man who taught her to leave. A lying man who taught her to grieve. She met them all, and she understands: she needed the lessons, but not the man.

[shethrived-blog]

So yeah, let the thriving begin.

So yeah I have messed up, a lot, and lost myself along the road. I have resented myself for having cellulite, stretchmarks behind my legs, hated my teeth so much so i would not smile. I have let fear consume so much of me that I laugh with a hand over my lips, I don’t wear skirts that show my legs and I don’t socialize because I have been hurt so much over time that I’m trying to avoid getting hurt again. Where I am right now looks like rock bottom, I might as well build a better foundation while I’m here. The work looks tedious but it’s needed. New me I hope you forgive me for missed opportunities and being consumed by flaws. I am working to achieve courage, commitment and consistency.