He was a man without an future, when that possibility had been eaten away by his own decisions : maybe how long the ending will take remained a mystery, however circumstances stayed foreknowledge. Though he considering himself as a man, he loathed that reminder to be a boy — for a bright blonde noble who wanted him discover another taste of existence, for an certain another blonde noble who was annoying with it, with condescendance from a king. Maybe physically wise he looked like one, like of these harmless dogs devoted themselves to protecting, nevertheless he was meant to bite and be good at it. There was something inside her how reflected his own hopelessness : the physical, psychological, social decline that he had to face in an unrequested humiliation of which he wanted to clear the affront … Himself wasn’t sure how he can be certain of such a impression, when usually he was leaving it to his butler. She described an companionship emotion. An sensation he experienced too much time, worn out, that he no longer listened to feelings of his heart normally. Who managed to pretend for too long he was that heartless boy that could kill anyone on a whim, that will not regret blood in his hands for keep quiet the sleep of his Majesty. Who achieved to fool himself no one could awakening sadness inside his features. Every little day he was alive was another step forward a revenge, that will be eventually ending his own existence. Remaining so far perfect example of noblesse politeness ( he had a example of a noble rediscovering noblesse sphere, generating that disconcerting innocence for future rank he will have in society ; he had a exemple of a noble constanstly rude and impolite where term ‘unbearable’ was such an understatement ), there was that anchoring habit to expose common uses from his rank in society. ❝ It’s weight of past decisions that are reflected. These quietness regrets who explode brutally. The doubt about responsabilities your choice hold — I’d like to promise you it will pass, however, my own weight keeps getting heavier. Everything that could have been done. Anything that could have been different. Everything that needs to be done. Do you have regrets ? ❞ He asked carefully, afterwards mysterious musings of his heart.