Dec 17, 2023
yesterday before I went to bed I meditated for 30 minutes with one of alunir's meditations and for the first time I had the feeling of getting somewhere. I think I was almost in the void state which I never experienced before. I intentionally did it sitting on the ground rather than lying and bed with a guarantee of falling asleep. (Which is also fine but I wanted to give 100% for this attempt, you know?) I still didn't shift which.. sure is frustrating but at least I had a good time meditating.