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Y'all should go follow my new blog @softepearl

I’m keeping this blog for as long as I can!!

but this blog is attached to a dead email, I can no longer change/use my current password :/

I can only use femmef8ale on mobile and I’m not sure what I’ll do if for some reason tumblr logs me out, this blog will essentially be lost, so If you still value following me please follow my new blog!!

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Tagged by @winchestergospels

Rule one: always post the rules 

Rule two: answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones 

Rule three: tag 11 people and link them to the post 

Rule four: actually tell them you tagged them

1. Favourite item of clothing?

Atm probably my big red knit scarf, it’s huge and very warm and makes me feel special 😊

2. How are you today?

Vv ill, but it’s sunny and I’m feelin them good vibes, I hope it will be a good day!!

3. What do you normally have for breakfast?

I usually have breakfast at lunchtime, so a bagel with cream cheese or a sandwhich or something, or i wanna treat myself I’ll have a croissant or pastries :3c

4. What’s the one thing you get really excited and wax lyrical about?

Oh man there are so many tho, uhh, homestuck, steven universe, worldbuilding, my ocs, talking about ppl I like, synthesia, space??

5. Song of the day.

Textbook- we are scientists

6. Cake or chocolate (or neither)?

Caaaaaaaake

Sometimes choclate is too sickly or I’m not in the mood, but I’m always down for a cream cake hell yes

7. What’s your opinion on onesies?

Noooooooooooooo I fuckign,, h8 onsies thEY ARE FOR BABIES AND GROSS CHILDREN and they’re too warm and your feet feel wierd in them unless they’re footless I guess the animal shaped ones are pretty cute though

8. Tell me about your pets or if you want any?

I have two cats and two budgies atm, the cats are siblings called bluebell and Bob, they’re getting pretty old now, they must be at least 16, so they’re acting more like grumpy old people. Bob has started being rly fickle about who touches him and bluebell is like a rly skittish REALLY LOUD complaining old lady

The budgies are collectively called perty and pudgy, because all our budgies have been caed that- one is pale blue and rly rly energetic and clever and the other is violet and just chillin

Oh man if I can afford it I literally want so many pets, like a doberman or two maybe or a greyhound or weimaraner, and just, oh my gosh, so many cats, all the cats I can afford, I rly want a maine coon or a Norwegian forest cat and an abyssinian and a Russian blue and just, every cat, all of them Also birds because birds are great and I love them, probably a parrot and a few budgies or a parakeet, also fish or frogs or axlotls i just,, I just really really love animals (Also a horse and a bird of prey if I could bc I’m about that knight aesthetic)

9. What’s your best pair of socks?

I have my rly fluffy Christmas pattern socks that are v sof and warm

10. What makes you emotional?

I get very emotional about my friends and also my fave cartoons and characters I JUST LOVE THEM A LOT OKAY YOU’RE ALL PERF

Also livin that bpd life so a lot of stupid things make me v emotional and then when it’s over I’m just like lmao what the heck is an emotion???

11. Why the hell are you stilll on tumblr?

I’m just chillin, it’s cool and I got a collection of my fave things in one place, also them dank memes son

My Questions 1) if you had the money for any fashion style and anything was socially acceptable, how would you dress? 2)if you became a god what would you be the god of? 3)if you could live on either; a raft city floating on the waves, a high altitude mountain palace, a city built in and around a forest, or a city carved from ice in the north pole, where would you live and why? 4)what is your favourite foreign food dish? 5)do you like thin pancakes or thick ones? Sweet or savory? 6)what thing cheers you up not matter what mood you are in? 7)what is your favourite sound? 8)song that u resonate with most? 9)what is your favourite kind of rain? Or do you not like rain? 10)if you got cursed to become an inanimate object, what object would you be? 11)is there anything mediocre/unusal that you’re really good at? Like always having warm hands, being wierdly good at chance games, never getting hangovers, etc etc?

@rustled-portuguese-gorilla @winchestergospels @avianeyewear @atypical-ace @vriska @sharkeyjess @saccharine-sweetness @sans-vixen @eggweenie @marthe-with-an-e @artistic-anarchy1

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Ahhh so I was doing fine for a while with my mum but! ! Now everything is Awful again wow haha

Yeah buddy I wish I wasn’t here too, nice thing 2 say 2 ur suicidal daughter, also threatening to kick me out is Totally A Proportionate Response to the situation in which she forgot I asked her that I could do a thing When I specifically asked months in advance because she does Exactly This

Just love that selective memory, just love that when she’s angry at me she convienently forgets pre arranged events and then gets mad at me for ‘not asking’ when last week she was telling me I don’t need to ask to have friends round because im an adult, Why Do You Think I Ask When You Do This???? I’m? ?????

God I’m so tired of this

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Ay yo everyone should go like my friends fb page https://www.facebook.com/jamesseixasbass/ to help him out w/ uni stuff!!

itd be rly helpful~

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Someone should totally make out with me because it's my birthday and I'm cute and i deserve nice things Or just come nap with me, man, I just wanna be physically close to someone rn

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It’s my birthday today, I’m 19 I went out last night for the first time in a while, as a Birthday Outing because it’s my friends birthday too and she invited me I don’t think I’d have done anything if left alone, which is unusal for me. I normally make a huge deal out of my birthday because I Crave Attention but I’m just tired, I just want to not be here, but at this point I don’t even want to sleep, nothing helps,,, Still waiting for counselling to get back to me and the Really Important Life Things That I’m Not Doing are just piling up while I sleep for days and then stay awake for days with this horrible restless energy that can produce nothing but still make me anxious enough to have a Bad Time I don’t even know why I’m posting this I guess I wanted to say it’s my birthday And have a Nice Birthday Message But I’m not having a Nice Birthday It’s just another day I’ve stayed alive another year, I’m one year more experienced, I’ve dug myself into one more years worth of mistakes, I’m one year closer to dying,,, I’m one year older. But I’m being a pessimist. There are good things, but I can’t see them right now, it doesn’t feel like there is anything worth me living this… Okay, my phone is dying, I’m out, birthday message over

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Hey I'm drunk gay n single who wants 2 date me??