One day, something happened that made me realized that he isn't someone I imagined him to be. I got disappointed. I got angry. My own expectation let me down. I'm such a fool for making myself believe for things that don't really exist. But then I realized, it was my fault for thinking that way. I was expecting too much from him. He's just a human, just like me. He can make mistakes too.
It was a part of his job to show us his smile all the time. He’s wonderful. He dances well, he’s the most perfect person when’s he’s at the stage. We only see the perfect him.
But how many times have I seen him cry? Never, I guess? I don't have any idea about the pain inside him. About the emotion he hides whenever he smiles to everyone. I have no idea about the sadness inside him while he's making everyone happy.
To you, I'm sorry. I was only thinking about myself. I was one of those who let you down. I was one of the reason why you left. It's too late for me to realize these things but still, I'm sorry.
And to whatever you’re going to do in the future. I am hoping for the best for you and I assure you that there’s me behind you. Cheering on you no matter what.
