#shingodzillakin

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I had the biggest Godzilla hyperfixation in 2022 but had no idea how to describe the weird envious/familial feeling I got when looking at certain kaiju,, and had no idea why I even felt like that. Anywayss. Rewatched some of the movies recently and I have just kinfirmed Shin Godzilla. Exciting!!! I am so happy that I finally figured this out after FOUR YEARS!!!

the upside is that I understand and get to be my weird gross grotesque (/affectionate) self more. The downside is that I am NOT going to be able to find sourcemates for this 😭or for that matter. Have an easy time explaining this to people. Blegghhh

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recently kinfirmed shin Godzilla anon again …rewatched the movie & I’ve realized some things about my own personal canon

it’s been bothering me when people refer to me as a guy . I am not a guy. I am a THING and if anything I am closer to a woman. Hjggghh I can’t control how people refer to me & I know it’s not a personal attack. But. Still sucks.

Also, the common fanon interpretation that I was in pain & wanted to die is wrong. I was in horrible agony and I wanted so badly to live. I was given a small taste of living, of physical apotheosis. And I would do anything; enduring the unimaginable torture; to have more of it. I don’t care that it was fruitless, having tried was enough. It was beautiful. I wanted to live.

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Canon death counts....uh....-Shin Godzilla

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Me: "Wow, I'm having an intense kinshift. This is uncomfortable. I probably shouldn't do anything that might make it worse."

Also Me: *turns on the music* "IF I DIEEEEEE IN THIS WOOOORLD WHO WILLL KNOWWWW-"

Anyways shoutout to all the other Godzilla's over here, and Shin Ghidorah if he's here. Shoutout to all the kaiju. We go through so much shit in source. From painful mutations, to having to save the world several times, to getting heads cut off and regrowing them, to loosing your family, to fighting your family, to dying over and over, to having to put up with our shit (sorry Mothra).-Shin Godzilla

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Cocicanons: Unhealthy attachment to figures more powerful than I am. (Rodan, Shin Godzilla, Arkin O'Brien, Logan Nelson, Fiver, Magolor, The Broken End.)

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Transforcanons....

Shin Godzilla: Cry

Arkin O'Brien: Alright fuck yeah transition time

Magolor: You know what? This isn't too bad. I have magic now

Rodan: TIME TO FUCK THINGS UP WITH NOBODY TO STOP ME

Fiver: fuck do I have only a year left to live?

Logan Nelson: Fuck yeah transition time

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Things I didn't know I desperately needed when I was in source: dental hygiene, clothes, bathing, family-Shin Godzilla

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