So after the psychiatric appointment I had today, I officially have no idea the "exact labels" of what I have as mental disorders. Like seriously, one person thinks I'm bipolar with psychotic features, another says I have BPD, this new one thinks BPD, a mood disorder of some kind, and Asperger's is what it is (yeah, not ASD, because you know, outdated names for stuff and not the correct names labels, ammiright?). I'm just sitting here like "C'mon everybody! Can't we all just agree on something?!" Eventually someone has to be right but who will come up on top??? Oh well, I'm getting tested for autism sometime soon so at least someone is finally looking into that since it's been on my mind for a while and by on my mind I mean pretty much screaming it's probably true for a long time now. Really though, no matter what they decide is the name for whatever shit I deal with, I'll still be me. At least I'll still be me.
