#shit i write instead of sleeping

[dizzieskizze]

I originally thought of Zohakuten being the easiest baby Urami had to raise compared to the clones but I think it would fit canonically if Zohakuten wore Urami out the most. For the most part he is fairly easy, but when he really needs his papa, he takes so much of his energy good lord.

[books-and-cookies]

my regrets float like black balloons tethered to my neck, a constant reminder of paths not taken and chances wasted and possibilities crumbled like dust

ashes float around me, of dreams destroyed or abandoned, falling softly to the ground, in utter, complete, absolute silence

they paint a portrait of could-have-been-but-wasn't, colourless, grey and bleak, never to be more than this: a hope unmaterialised... lost, broken and buried

[dizzieskizze]

A scenario that constantly comes up in my mind is the clones adopting a cat. Hantengu is (of course) terrified of cats but the clones love the little fur ball, except Sekido. Sekido wanted nothing to do with the cat but had to deal with it because it was Zohakuten that found it and said they were keeping it. And of course because Sekido avoids the cat, the cat gravitates towards him the most. One day he sees it catch and eat a bug that was annoying him and decides the little bastard isnt so bad after all. He even lets it loaf on his lap while he reads now.

[dizzieskizze]

Watched a smutty anime ova where 3 women use their sex appeal to assassinate men as part of their job (well two of them do, the other is the designated dragon slayer) and are managed by a kookie old woman that also has them disguise as idols to drain perverted men of their money. They eventually get tasked with killing a tyrannical king, which the dragon slayer girl does as her first assassination mission.

Made my feminist heart flutter.

[dizzieskizze]

I need more money so I can commission everyone! I love commissions so much!