May 2, 2021
It has been both incredibly lonely and lovely, learning to grow without you.
seen from Russia
seen from Argentina
seen from United States
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seen from United Kingdom
seen from Taiwan
seen from Germany
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seen from T1
seen from Sweden
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seen from China
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seen from Morocco
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seen from Japan
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It has been both incredibly lonely and lovely, learning to grow without you.
Tho tbh I'm totally keeping my mndfng design and turning it into an oc
Your flaws, your messiness
All put out on display
So beautiful.
You are so beautiful.
You are a hundred haunting
Reminders of a face someone
Will forever be stuck on.
You are everything that means something
You are head strong.
You are entitled.
You are emotional.
You are bold.
You are breathtaking.
You are both the best and worst thing
That has ever happened.
You are everything that is right in the world.
You are ruthless.
You are kind.
You are beautiful.
You are so so beautiful.
It’s like I became an alcoholic only because I couldn’t stay sober long enough to stand the idea of remembering you. And it haunts me that I couldn’t do a thing to save you. My mouth is a grave of all the words I can no longer say to you. And everything is trapped in my mind, I want to scream. How do things get so intertwined. It’s like I’m in the ocean being pulled through a riptide over and over again.
Normal witch ocs : have wands and use magic and shit
My dumbass: ya this is my witch oc they uh they stab ppl
You mind your own business one fateful day.
You look over and see something trying to work a machine.
They fail.
You laugh because it’s pretty simple to understand and you watch them struggle.
Eventually they either get it right, or walk away defeated.
You get up, and give it a try yourself.
You make the same mistake.
The valley of memories dark and cold welcomes you at the end of the misfortune road,
lay with the lilies of the hopeful souls and feel your heart sink into the earth with me.
I kinda always hope that you’ll miss me enough to try and reach out. That somewhere along the way you’re just like “oh shit, I messed up.”
But then there’s the bigger part, where I hope you’re happy and that you do look back on things and smile. That you feel grounded on the choices you made to help you move forward.
It doesn’t make me miss you any less though.