"The sinking feeling in your tummy"



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"The sinking feeling in your tummy"
Sa totoo lang, Mas okay na yung nagkakaanxiety ako dahil sa sobrang dami kong kailangan gawin o isipin Kesa Nagkakaanxiety ako dahil sa wala akong magawa at di ako alam yung gagawin ko.
I just wanna draw fanart all the time but I feel like ‘not an artist’ if I do. Makes me feel like I’m just doing it for attention or whatever and I’m not going to improve...but I really love drawing fanart. I love the fandoms I’m in, the characters I’m absolutely crazy about. I just wanna express my love for it and it just makes me so happy. So why does it feel so wrong?
There's always going to be that person that you wish they could see what kind of person you've become, because you miss them and you know they don't miss you.
Friday
I should feel great, it's Friday. The end of the week, beautiful weather, nearly the summer holidays but no, instead I feel like shit. No motivation. Panicky, everything is shit.
Lately I have been kinda feeling like I am a bother to others. It sucks because I know it isn’t true(well I kinda hope it isn’t), but I still can’t help thinking it. Which just results in me isolating myself.
Doesn’t help that I feel kinda lonely and have only managed 3-4 hours sleep since Thursday.
Just gotta focus on kick ass things I guess
despair and loneliness.