#shitpit

[jarondont]

PILOT DETECTED!!! PILOT!!!!! DETECTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[tw0f4z3]

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[leyba]

Dug my poop pit #pooppit #shitpit # rezlife

[halfbeige]

don’t read this. personal rant.

i wish i would just keep my fucking mouth shut. i was right about what I said two weeks ago. i’m only making things worse lol. the words don’t ever come out right and I always end up hurting someone. i thought i was gonna fix shit but I just ended up throw things down the toilet. haha everything’s not fine. and things will never be alright for me. just when I‘m happiest I’ve been since 3rd grade, I’m about to lose everything... and i hope when I lose it, i lose everything including myself. i just wanna close my eyes and never open them again. i’m honestly starting to think my existence was a mistake and I just wish I was never born lol. haha, I’m losing everything lol... friends, ambitions, dreams, faith in humanity, my reason to live, and I knew this would be the last thing I’d lose. i’m not alright and i just wanna fix everything. lol but i can’t. haha maybe if I cut tonight and lay in the tub, my blood will seep faster out of my skin. sorry for fucking up everything. sorry you put up with my shit.

[halfbeige]

pls don’t read this

I just need to blow off steam...

to you:

I’m really sorry for existing. recently I feel like all I’ve done is bother you, make you upset, and other crappy things. i literally have the worst temper ever.. i get upset really easily especially over social issues. i already hate this world so much so please don’t remind me why i hate it. i don’t ever want to get mad at you so if I say stop, i know why I’m saying stop. idk what we were talking about the other day but when I explained myself, you said you didn’t understand why I can’t stop myself from getting angry. and you’ll never understand that I guess ‘cause you’re a good person and you’re not like me lol. my existence literally is comprised of angry, stress, and self-hate. and personally, i don’t ever want you to read this ‘cause knowing you, you’ll try to fix things and i honestly don’t care anymore ‘cause there’s nothing to fix. that’s just who i am. and i know I’m a piece of shit for saying that but you don’t have to lie to me and say otherwise. it’s a continuous cycle and i honestly don’t think this is healthy for you. you already go through so much including my shit. you’re easily influened by my emotions. and sometimes... you get really hung up on progress. the second i say something negative about myself you get worried. and that’s sweet and all, but is that really what you want? worrying about a grown-ass person 24/7? and tbqh i think you were probably much more happy before you met me. I’m really sorry for you. like every time, you feel hurt, I’m really sorry that you ever met me. lol ‘cause let’s be honest, as I get older, slowly become a lot like my old man. he has a short temper as well as i. he’s a pessimist. he has a bad habit for hurting people esp when they’re vunerable and a bunch of other terrible things. i don’t know, i really don’t know anymore because i love you more than anyting. being with you really helps with the depression, anxiety, and anger issues, but if I’m just hurting you in the process of getting help, this isn’t gonna last very long... and not ‘cause of you. solely ‘cause I’ll drive you to the point of insanity and you just won’t know what to do. which will eventually led to you leaving me for the sake of your health and that’s understandable. i’m not saying I want to go. in no shape, form, or matter is this a breakup letter or such. it’s just me ranting. thank you for always caring, don’t know why you do it ‘cause I’d ever date myself, but I’m sorry. sorry. lol i’m a fucking mess.

[wanderboobie-blog-blog]

I really need to find my mother's camera, right Converse & left sandal I've lost in my room. I just don't understand how it happens O_O.

What if I get lost in my room one day? EEEK!