Tomorrow Gonna Be
So ill be back in that place, in my previous blog i posted that i just returned from, as i described, "hell place", now ill be going to a "purgatory" as how i felt to that place. It is really evident that i hate those places as I negatively described those place.
Honestly, i don't really want to be back in that place, but i don't have a choice, thus I am seriously considering to end my career a month from now if no change of scenery will happen, or at most until the last day of December just to be able to avail the long break.
I'm just frustrated lately to the current state of my career right now, there's no feeling of security and i hate it, i know we were trained to adopt to sudden changes of scenario but i also have plans out side of my career and it needs a sense of security, that's is why I'm looking for that kind of sense.
Hopefully a new lace of life will come to me just to save my career, i honestly love my job, I'm satisfied to it, but because of lots of circumstances negatively, it makes me want to quit. i just don't want to deal with them no more, that's is why if can't move them, then i will be the one to move. I just don't want to be part of the fucking system.