#should be mad

[markatelisul-blog]

I feel like I should be mad but I don't even care at this point so it's pretty much just annoying. Finding things out after the fact is like finding a dead stink bug in your bed room. 

WHATEVS. Perfect level of drunk. Which means time for bed.

[asimplepyro]

Oh Blue Fishy...

Liebhaber: i realy am sorry i miss your birthday. i know im saying sorry to much also but i realy am i should have been looking at the date on my calinder cus i had this whole thing i was going to do for you to start off your birthday and i fucked up. i truly and uncondisionaly love you and your the most amazing women in my life and i keep messing up and you just forgive me even when i do things i know no one els would ever forgive someone els for. i know there is no one els like you in the world and your the one person i love more then anything and i just keep messing up everything. i dont see how you can love a big mess like me cus of everything iv put you threw but you still do and i personaly dont see why somedays days cus all i seem to do is keep messing up the most amazing thing i have which is you. happy late birthday. i hope it was fun and you got some cool stuff you wanted or needed. *kiss* -blue fishy

How can i even be mad at you? You forgot my birthday, and I should be mad at you....Ugh, but i can't be. It's literally impossible for me to stay mad at you.Why do you have to be such a sweet person?? You can't let me be mad for one day? though i don't think that'd even work. I'd find some reason to forgive you, or forget about it, I just...ugh. RAWRT! Rawrt Blue fishy. And regaurdless of what anyone else says, You ARE a good person, and you do know when you see something good. Your flaws are part of who you are, and I love them just as much as the good things.