Reminiscence
Time is the only treatment for pain. It may never go away completely, but getting used to the feeling of the despair in your heart sets in and becomes familiar. Not only will it fade but you will accept it and learn to live with that scar.
Pictures and videos will haunt your memory, but will also be bittersweet. It’s the memories that wrap themselves around the heart and brain that make you weep. Never able to forget the reminders that find their way back to you.
How does one move on from losing someone who was once so precious? It will fade, but it will never disappear. There will be no cure. Love is a tattoo on the heart. And after years of repair, which proved to be so difficult, just one glance will rip that scar open again to bleed and ache.
Seeing him in the flesh in the middle of a loud bar. The person I loved unconditionally for so long standing in front of me who had vanished years ago without explanation. So familiar in all senses.
“Niall.” My name slipped from his lips. My heart cracked inside of me.
“Zayn.”
