Dec 8, 2023
Just so you guys know I'm doing a linguistics project on vtubers you cannot get more cringe than me.
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Just so you guys know I'm doing a linguistics project on vtubers you cannot get more cringe than me.
What a travesty it's LGBTQ book month at uni and not a Herman Hesse book in sight at the corner.
But a whole row of Heartstopper 💔
(Disclaimer I don't hate heartstopper I watched ((pirated)) the show but I know the author is not exactly a good person)
Don’t know why but I’m suddenly feeling very lonely
I’m gonna try to focus on work.
SAVE ME HERMAN HESSE...
Me: hey mom we should probably not go to Starbucks because-
Mom: yeah I know, the Japanese killed lots of Chinese people, why do you still like Japanese food huh?
Me: 😐
Long time since I took my meds but I'm fine!!!!
(I'm not)
I think me not wanting to trust my partner with my priv or other sns is because my parents and ex often would equate the online me with the real me and confront me about things I am not comfortable talking in real life about.
I still remember how all of them say I shouldn't speak or do XYZ online because it would make them look bad.
I feel like bearing my heart again. Once in a blue moon.
Shroomy Thoughts
Clearly sparkling defined snowflakes, And swirly potent bright sun rays. I am not half baked, But filled with insight above grays. This world is so peaceful, And people aren't so bad after all. Wisdom of positivity taken in by teaspoons, So my future never falls. Intoxicating to stay in the past, We live for tomorrow. Holding on to grudges is sad, And people get stuck up in the sorrow. For whatever reason I learn to let go, And forgive the people who've hurt us. So far I have more room to grow, And more control over lust. No more 7 women a week, Or abusing my body with impurities. Balancing helps the weak, And grudges become obsolete to me. I am learning to touch souls, Rather than a quick interaction. A high off of life better than bowls, Is an everlasting piece of mind, satisfaction. Grazing these lonely roads so it seems, Is not so lonely after all. We walk roads that always seem gray over green, Is a mindset set behind bars so tall. Wishing every lost soul can break free, And live in utmost intimacy. And I don't mean drink and smoke weed, Or the sexual encounters that only last suddenly. An intimacy so great the mind changes, And all negativity leaves the soul we protect. Yes, we all have chapters and pages, But we all have souls that need prospect. Caught in storms, I have found peace, All gained through experiences that can't be bought. My mind has finally been put to ease, This is more than just a shroomy thought. -Rita P (07/27/4014)