☄ shslfreerunner - Just for you
She was unable to sleep, breath or even eat without Ai Asahi.
It wasn't that she loved them or needed them, after their death, she couldn't stop thinking about dead bodies. Dead bodies of her classmates, dead bodies of her family and the corpse of Ai. Because of that, she had a sick feeling in her stomach and she felt like there was a lump in her throat. Karin was sitting on her bed, holding insomnia pills.
She had a bottle of water, it was almost gone. She held a pill in her hand, swallowing it, then drinking a mouthful of water. She breathed heavily, gripping her bed sheets. She felt sleep taking over her body, she laid her head on her pillow, she could feel her body getting more and more heavy...
Until she was gone again.
It was snowing, it was always snowing. She was dressed in her middle school uniform, her hair black and dull. Karin didn't move when her sister and dad killed themselves off. She didn't bother this time. Instead, she turned around, expecting an open road. She had almost screamed from the sight. Laying in front of her was Kikyo's, Akimitsu's and Yasu's corpses. She fell to her knees, screaming.
She snapped awake, breathing heavily. The damn pills didn't work, they never worked. They didn't take the nightmares away.
She was fed up with this lifestyle. She quickly exited her room, ignoring the late time and the fact she could get killed at this time. She didn't care, she never cared. The next thing she knew, her feet were carrying her to Ai's cabin. She stood in front of their door, turning the handle and unexpectedly finding it unlocked. She walked in, the room silent.
Karin was about to leave when she saw a laptop sitting on the bed. "...Is that..?" She questioned, walking more towards it. "...Fuck." She cursed for the first time in this entire damn lodge, because sitting there was a laptop, containing Ai's face.
"...What kind of fucking joke is Monobear pulling?" She whispered, turning around, refusing to look at it. She sat down on the floor, leaning on the bed.
