I’m leaving this blog because it’s not my main blog and was supposed to be a side blog but I then it became my main blog and it’s frustrating that I can’t make it my main so I will try to recreate this blog on my main so it’s some kind of change let’s try a new chapter in my life as in 26 minutes I will turn nineteen (I will drop nineteen(s) like one of my favourite bands), so I will start a new chapter and at the same time I will ALLOW MYSELF to use tumblr because I just love this place so much and it was my little diary while going through diagnosing ocd and worst of my mental times. But one year ago I started having irrational anxiety about having tumblr and reblogging stuff and it was a big anxiety, I felt as if I had to confess to my boyfriend everything I was doing on tumblr and this anxiety came back lately and it’s so shitty I hate it. So let’s fuck it and risk it for living a normal life. Risk risk risk. Let’s use tumblr and risk it all. For normal life. Let’s try. Let’s use the best as I can this one place on internet I actually like let’s keep a diary here and be a little gen z once. Yeah I’m dropping nineteens and my birthday was always very anxious time and hopeful time for me. This is my hope here now whatever. So my main blog: @messinheaven See you there