Its been a heck of a while. I had our 2nd child, the C section went infinitely better than our 1st's and I wish hers had been like this 2nd. Another NICU stay but for shorter and for easier to overcome issues. She was sent gome on oxygen but doesn't really seem to need it, a friend said it seems NICUs here send babies home on oxygen overcautiously and perhaps in cahoots with insurance. But a home health nurse says she should be off it soon, which would really help out with mobility around the house and helping us simultaneously babywear her and take care of her big sister.
Feeding her is going better but also more difficult than our 1st. Hormones have been way stronger and mom guilt has hit me like an isekai truck, I was crying way bad and anxious about my toddler's needs and whereabouts the 1st week both baby and I were home from the hospital. Baby blues/ppd and DMER as the possible culprits on my radar thanks to parenting subreddits.
Stuff that's helped distract the bad feelings: Nu Carnival has me wanting to spend money for the 1st time since I began 2ish years ago and for geisha SSRs of characters I don't even stan lol But to be fair their trio song (annually(?) 3 characters get partnered up for some gacha event requiring them to sing like a temp idol group) is beautiful and my favorite of the 3 years (the winter song with Edmond, Garu, and Quincy now my 2nd fave, and the summer pop idol one with Olivine, Yakumo, and Blade an obligatory 3rd).
Witch Watch has been a cute watch and I'm frustrated I haven't found a good place for fanart to replace xitter, and insta is a hassle to switch from my family account to my art and fujoshi-ing account (Keigo is cute durhur). New OP is sadly way meh compared to the 1st OP with sakuga which drew my interest more than otherwise haha.
Dandadan awesome as always, Evil Eye Jiji is hot lol and I appreciate the equal opportunity-ification of putting characters in their underwear.
