"Its not the same." Blink. An errent firefly made a slow waltz along the windowpane. The night was not dark anymore.lights from the dismal city streets reflected off the low hung clouds, casting a withering aura of unearthly sulking that seeped into the soul. "dammit!! I need to feel... I need to feel..." - That you're not being drowned in a pit of remorse, trying to prove you are More than what you seem: my inner voice seemed to complete the flurry of words that rattled out of him. Silence. My cue to interveve. Sigh. "more than just a mistake?" i added finally. "yes" The coffee swirled itself in a lazy spiral. Cream and dark foam intermixed with eachother, an achingly desperate bid to swirl itself into an abyss -the paper cup making it but a forlone fantasy. "more than just a damn mistake" He echoed. ~ Fell hindsight. Memories of the living #musings #writerscommunity #writings #words #thoughts #writersofinstagram #wordporn #shutterpilgrim #writersofig