#si speaks

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Gave my piggy her own pig and she adores it. 🥰

Look at that happy baby!

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Once again shaving my head after a little over a year and a half’s worth of growth.

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Character design concepts

Betty 🌺 Noor 📖 Petr ⛸️

Ezekiel 🛠️ Sid 🐈‍⬛ Kendall 🚬

Rambling under the cut:

Hi, hello, it's me. :3

You might recognize a few faces in these designs, and if you do, no you don't. .w./silly

But to be serious, I think I got to that point where I stopped denying that I missed certain scrapped characters and wanted to actually do something with them. Might just be part of the healing process, but idk.

Am I still hurt by their original creator? Yes.

Am I still attached to characters I really cared about, wrote for, or contributed to, and loved as if they were my own? Also yes.

I've tried dropping them and moving on, but it's left a hole I can't just...fill. So, I'm trying the next best thing and making them my own, sort of like an expy, I guess. (new to the concept)

There's going to be a complete overhaul, to the point where their source material will be far removed and separated from. I'll also note that, for a few reasons, there are a few characters I won't be adopting at all. Instead, I'll be designing new characters to flesh out the main group and fill in the new little world I'm building.

For now, this is just a personal project, and I'll probably share writings and art here and there as I figure things out.

It may be cringe, but I am free. ✨

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Sorry to #Vent Post but I often think about when I was at my old other job when I told my Mom that I was feeling like how I felt like in High School and she said "What was that?" And I was like "really sad" and she goes "oh everybody gets sad at work"

Girl, I had both an In-School Therapist and School-Offered At-Home Therapist because i used to SH and wanted to die (but, like, i wouldn't ACTUALLY do it). Did you forget about that whole time or what?

Oh yeah and I felt like that at the job because my manager was REALLY that bad. She was like "why do you look so sad?" And I was like "I really dont wanna be here, man"

Hey, at least I'm better now 🤷‍♂️ I'm not allowing myself to die because I have a certain Orange Man to outlive. I'm not gunna let THAT GUY live longer than me. (I mean obviously other things, too, but thats an amazing motivator 😆)

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When you forget you made yourself a unicorn and look up and down for your pen.

.w. Put your tablet pen anywhere but its holder challenge lol.

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Tell me why youtube recommended me a video about selling feet pics as a beginner when I was just looking at music videos. 😭🤣

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The wheel hath spoken more Zayne content. ❄️

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Pookie warmup so I can figure out his hair. 💛