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ARIES: tries to do everything at once, doesn’t know when to stop and take care of themselves, bends over backwards for everyone even if someone did them dirty, has entirely too much on their plate.
TAURUS: idealistic, spends a lot of time trying to impress others, doesn’t like to apologize, eating is a coping mechanism or just addictive personalities in general, a tad codependent.
GEMINI: the most flip floppy people ever, what’s today’s mood?, never apologizes, in denial 90% of the time, their way is the highway, desperately needs a break, they have a hard time setting goals because their goals scare them.
CANCER: the literal meaning of I’ll give you the shirt off my back, isolates themselves in fear of someone hurting them, wants to change but is scared of change, complains a lot but never takes advice people give them.
LEO: no one takes them seriously because they feel they always have to portray themselves as the fun one, is actually really sad inside, honestly needs a hug, exhausted always.
VIRGO: can dish it but can’t take it, rushes everything, anxious, plans their future but forgets to live in the moment, sometimes ignores their friends because they have so much on their mind, talks about themselves a lot and sometimes forgets to ask the other person how they are.
LIBRA: solves everyone’s problems but their own, is actually really sad and lonely, gets easily heartbroken but tries not to show it, will do anything to justify bad decisions, honestly just wants everyone to love them but doesn’t really love themselves.
SCORPIO: easily set off, will give anyone the cold shoulder at any time even without reason, keeps a lot in, so observant that they oftentimes find out things that hurt them, too many “what ifs” swirling in their heads, has trouble showing their true selves.
SAGITTARIUS: impatient, brash, commitment issues, body issues, doesn’t realize they don’t need to change for anyone, has a lot of different goals to a point where they get overwhelmed, just wants to disappear and do what they want without anyone questioning them.
CAPRICORN: scared people won’t like them unless they’re at the top of their game 24/7, takes a LOT for them to talk about their feelings, secretly struggling, fake happy, needs a plan but doesn’t know what that plan is, confident but insecure at the same time, wants to be stable but sometimes wishes they could drop everyone’s expectations of them and live normally.
AQUARIUS: gets heartbroken like 30 times a week, trust issues, can be unmotivated and disinterested, feels they have to adapt to every person they meet so they can be liked, doesn’t know how to tap into their emotions despite being very intuitive, confused, expects little.
PISCES: empathetic often to a point of no return, plays the victim, doesn’t know when to say no, cynical, hermit, is very impatient, trusts everyone too much, can be secretly very critical and judgemental, can only tolerate maybe ten minutes of social interaction, needs a lot of validation.
digits dance over the pearl white keys with a caress ( he feels love, a more sensitive and unguarded love that he has ever felt before with anyone or anything else ) and for the first time that night, everything else faded away. he was worn by the night of engages, a party situation was never one he felt fit for, even less with costumes. all of this on top of the time of year- his finger hits a key, a perfectly tuned c-note, the speakers overhead play music that helps to bury the sound on top of the chatter of the huge open room. the chime is lost. his eyes through mask slots go soft with sadness. he plays another, a short melody that he once played so long ago, still familiar even after all these years. october is a month for reflecting on his own mistakes, and promising himself to do better every day after. the grand piano can give him a home away from home here in the midst of a party, with what felt like no one watching. he adjusts his mask on his face, wilting inward towards the keys and plays a few more notes. a crowd on his lonesome, playing a somber song, many ears to hear it but yet the song remains lost. and that’s when she comes. he spots her from the corner of his eye at first, guarding his naked emotion before he takes her in, uncertain if he’s content with being interrupted during a moment so raw for him. however- it was his own fault for letting his emotions get the best of him here in the open. so his fingers rest on keys while he forces a heavy smile. “sorry,” he apologizes, for something unclear.
in general, she’s big on skinship so she’ll hug, hold hands, link arms, etc. with her friends. she likes keeping in touch despite schedules so she’ll also try to keep up with their sns accounts to see what they’re up to. she enjoys cooking a lot so she also makes sure to show her affections by cooking for those who matters. gift giving from time to time, specially towards her members, dancers and staff.
towards a lover, likewise she’ll also be big on physical display of affection. kisses, hugs, hand holding, cuddling, lap sitting. for someone who possesses a “strong” image on screen, she’ll be pliant and cater to what her lover needs. she’ll bicker and tease a lot, probably find something to laugh about too. she’s vocal with her feelings and what she wants. since she’s often away for work, she’ll try to spend as much time as she can with them during her free time but make sure to stay connected when they’re apart.
B : BOUQUET. does your muse like flowers? which ones are their favourite?
she does like flowers, doesn’t matter what kind but she thinks tulips and sunflowers are very pretty. yellow flowers in general is very uplifting.
C : CHOCOLATE. does your muse like chocolate? which one is their favourite?
anything hazelnut and anything with caramel.
D : DATE. what is your muse’s ideal date? where / who with / etc?
something intimate and private, far away from prying eyes. trips abroad, going around in cities she’s always wanted to visit. beach trips, she’ll like that since she likes going tanning and wearing cute little swimsuits which is ironic, because girly is kinda scared of the water (swims very poorly). as for with who.. her ideal guy, fabien frankel (she will not take criston cole slander)
E : EMBRACE. does your muse like hugs? what are their hugs like?
she does. she likes back hugs the most from a lover.
F : FLIRT. is your muse good at flirting? how do they flirt?
yes and it often translates when she interacts with her fans. winking, playing coy and teasing gestures, swaying from side to side, etc. as for actually flirting romantically, only with those who she has chemistry with.
G : GIFT. is your muse good at gift - giving or do they struggle to get it right?
she’s got a pretty good sense at it. she might go over the top sometimes, she’ll be the type to give expensive gifts towards those she wants to thank.
H : HEART. is your muse quick or slow to give their heart away?
somewhere in between? even if she ends up liking someone quickly, she won’t act on it right away.
I : I LOVE YOU. does your muse find ‘i love you’ easy or hard to say?
no. if she loves someone and wants to tell them, she’ll just say it.
J : JEALOUSY. does your muse get jealous in a relationship?
not typically, probably only under certain instances and not unless she’s given a reason to be jealous.
K : KISS. is your muse a good kisser? why / why not?
she’d like to think she is
L : LOVE. who does your muse love?
her parents (even though they’ve had some rough times dealing with each other and her road to becoming an idol). her older brother even though he always (lowkey) bullied her when they were younger. her members. staff members who’s worked with her since day one. bambi and aran. loyal and understanding fans. her closest friends.
M : MOONLIGHT. is your muse big on cuddling?
yes.
N : NAUGHTY. what is your muse like in bed?
straightforward, coy, playful, curious. as a dancer, she takes advantage of knowing how to move her body.
O : ODE. does your muse have a way with words?
yes? she’s written songs on her own before so i want to say yes. she’s able to convey her feelings through writing music the most.
P : PARTNER. what does your muse look for in a partner? looks / personality?
looks doesn’t matter to her but she’ll like someone more athletic/fit in general. broad shoulders in a man, a pretty body line in women. anyone who has a pretty smile (dimples are a plus). personality wise, someone patient and understanding, specially with the nature of her work. being able to connect intellectually will be attractive to her. someone who has the same sense of humor as she does will be a big thing. other traits she’ll like are reliable, adventurous, funny, and driven.
Q : QUESTION. would your muse ask the big question or expect their partner to?
she’d ask. if she feels like saying something or asking something, she’ll blurt it out without beating around the bush.
R : ROMANCE. is your muse a romantic or a cynic?
a bit of both. she’s got her fair share of heartbreak and relationships with people both in and out of the industry not working out due to different circumstances so she’s learned through the years.
S : SWEETHEART. did your muse have a childhood sweetheart?
she had someone who she liked when she was still a trainee, but it didn’t work out and the other trainee left the company
T : TRUE LOVE. does your muse believe in true love?
yes. not just romantic true love, but true love in other forms such as her love for her members and her love for her dogs.
U : UNREQUITED. has your muse had their heart broken?
yes. the last partner she had was someone from the industry who she was hoping to work things out (and maybe eventually marry) with but in the end, he left her because she prioritized her career over their relationship.
V : VALENTINE. how does your muse feel about valentine’s day?
she doesn’t like it; she doesn’t see why there needs to be a special day to celebrate love, not when it should be celebrated every day of the year.
W : WEDDING. would your muse get married? why / why not?
if you asked her this while she was still younger, she would say “probably not” only because at the time, she would have thought that a career in the music industry is greater than her desire romance. she’d think that would remain a constant thing even when she’s established herself. up until now, she was hesitant in the idea of marriage because of how it would affect her career, her members and her fans. but weighing that and the thought of living in the future without someone special, she's more certain of a marriage. if it’s a sacrifice she’ll have to make, she’ll do so (but of course, she’s hopeful that there will be a happy medium to this).
X : XOXO. does your muse use / like pet names?
she enjoys it. even silly little nicknames, she’ll really like it.
Y : YOURS. does your muse get protective easily?
depends on who and from who but in general, yes.
Z : ZZZ. how many people has your muse slept with?
she’ll probably be able to count it with one hand.
