Chat, idk if this is unhealthy or not, but I am such a sucker for siblings in media and just in the general public that if I see them I almost break down every time. Like an older brother will buy ice cream for his sister and I’m bawling.
I don’t really have much of a relationship with my brother, in fact for most of my life at this point I resented him because the only time we would interact would be when he would mess with me and accidentally really hurt me because he’s so much stronger than me. Most of my friends though who have older siblings, or any siblings are really close to them and I have a bad tendency to get jealous and cry over it.
I’ve also developed a bad habit where when I get close to someone I think of as a friend, I start to think of them as a sibling figure. And that makes it even worse when they do something that is really damaging to me or they get mad at me. I feel like it will literally be the end of the world and that I should just end it.
Anyway yeah idk if this is healthy at all but I still do it