Apr 9
sometimes i truly wish i could be more open on my main blog about like. anything i post about here. i know tumblr is starting to shift towards it being relatively okay, but i guess this is what i get for having two stalkers who, if they found this blog out, could have material harm on me :) it's very fun :)
#sibtalk#one of which notably is my ex paternal figure#we're not in contact but i know he stalks me online and has tried to irl#and like. he would tell people if he knew. it could get back to me. and i really don't want that.#the other is to a lesser degree than that but it's still something that could materially affect me#usually i try to not let it bother me but sometimes it really hits me how much this sucks#i feel like i can't really be myself online a lot of the time out of fear of who it'll get back to#it's exhausting to account for all the time#anyway#don't mind me i'm just. augh.