#sick flows

[bc-johnson]

excuse me it looks like i dropped a flow

[kenomega]

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=soyiKEDzr8U)

[crossandfaded]

trim: vending machine

[lillabug-blog]

Ancient HERstory.

Unfortunately your constant question is my thrill

Always screamin, "What do you want from me Lil?"

Actually, I don’t know what I want

But I know what I don’t want

You in my ear saying I fucked mad dudes

Cussin up a storm and actin all rude

Tellin me about the girls you got it in with

Soundin like a sour apple; granny smith

I know you act like you don’t really wanna care

I try to pretend your not even there

Outta my life

Tryna disguise my strife

For style

I know you aint been here for a while

I know you wanna put me on trial

I know you tryin not to dial

My number straight into the phone

 But baby all you’ll hear is the dialtone

Sick of bein alone? Yeah, so am I

But to be with you again I would have to die

And become an angel

I’ve seen you at every angle

I know it’s been painful

But just thinkin about you gives me a whole brain full

Of ideas

Yeah for you I cried a river of tears

Now I’m facing what was once my greatest fear

Bein without you was sterile; inconceivable

Lookin back, being with you was unbelievable

Without you, my greatest dreams are still achievable

I know you always tryna grind me down

Actin like I’m always messin around

Actin like I’m some kinda party girl?

Baby boy you’ve never been in this crazy college world.

So shut it down stop thinkin the worst

There was a time when you always came first

Thank God those days are over I’m back to myself

Had to cut that shit out, bad for my health

We had some good times, chillin for hours,

Blunt rides and rough sex, round 2 in the shower

The only time that you actually liked it when I scream

Dick so hard it’s burstin out the seams

When I loved you with my heart liver and spleen

When I started feelin like one of your fiends

Just another crackhead knockin on your door

It wasn’t the white powder that kept me wantin more

I was feenin for you, like Jackie for the coke

You took me as serious as a fuckin joke

I froze, you love it when i choke

On the dick, But I pulled back, coughed and kept breathin heavy

Till you pissed in the river and broke the damn levee

So get the fuck out, put some gas in the chevy

You gassed up, toxic, Imma just call you deadly

You tainted the blood that runs deep within me

What we had is gone and again there never will be

You’ll never understand the pain that you gave me

When you took all the chances of me havin a baby

I wasn’t just your girl, you shoulda treated me like a lady

You don’t understand that, that’s why you shady

That’s why you thought I was so suspect

There was no box that you left unchecked

Do I need a lawyer, Cuz im getting interrogated?

Maybe you should have investigated

With your own two eyes

You should start askin why

Instead of tellin me what I did this past weekend

Thinkin theres some other dude I’m freakin

You said together we could accomplish so much

At first I believed, then came to my senses and said hush

I’m gonna accomplish my dreams regardless

Whether or not you’re my accomplice

You may need me baby, but I don’t need you

There was a time that I didn’t think that was true

But I know that when I want you, you want it too

So instead of fightin like it’s kung fu

Why don’t we sit down, have a cocktail or two

Don’t get it twisted, I just wanna be friends

If we get into some shit, that all depends

Cuz yeah you ruined me, no it wasn’t right

 Even though before every fight

You know whos the wettest and whos pussy was tight

I know you think that I’m straight up crazy

Cuz I got mad at you for bein mad lazy

Now?  You sayin you’re a new man

I’m hearin the same words I’m not a fuckin fan

You ain’t changed, you sound dumb as hell

Still stunned that I ever fell

For someone like you who took over my life

Still got dreams bout me bein your wife

Keep dreamin you ain’t the guy for me

Can’t get over your own insecurity

I’m not apologizing I’m not sorry

There aint no drama, no need to call Maury

Just be a new man, like you say that you are

Like tims on the gym floor your soul left a mar

Only mad when you told me how you treated her

Better than me, I know I coulda defeated her

But you take something else outta me

Like a vacuum suckin out all my energy.

No coffee, I drank a monster

Now its my own ideas that I foster

So I gotta say thanks for makin me stronger

I know you probably coulda stayed a little longer

Even though I thought this pain would never pass

Even though I though this love would outlast

I shoulda known, never fallen in love so fast

Now I’m cryin like I cut my finger on glass

I want you to learn the lesson, so I’ll wrap it up

Just listen as I refill the cup

Just lift it as a toast to what was

And do what you do while I do what I does.

A rainbow at the riverfront, Nicki and Shawnie.