#sick inside

[n8sententia]

there is no tomorrow. in two thousand years what will it all matter?

why does my soul ache?

[idiosyncratictransmissions]

otta - sick inside

Here is ‘sick inside’ the 2nd single from otta’s upcoming EP songbook due out on July 10th.

otta – sick inside was originally published on Idiosyncratic Transmissions

[alanaisalive]

Aaron Sprinkle - 4 - Sick Inside - The Kindest Days (2000)

[musicalhitchhiker]

Young Pioneers – Sick Inside

1982 yılında kurulan punk rock grubu Young Pioneers, yaklaşık 5 yıl kadar aktif kalıp, grup üyelerinin diğer projelerine yoğunlaşması üzerine kariyerine ara vermişti. 2012 yılında birbirlerini özleyen bu üyeler, bir araya gelme kararı aldı ve yeni kayıtlarını yakın zamanda paylaşmaya başladı. Young Pioneers, 30 yıl aradan sonra Hi Again adlı albümünü 2017 başlarında piyasaya sürecek, albümden Sick Inside kaydına ait video paylaşıldı.

[woundedfoxxx]

I feel disgusting in my own skin. My body is my home, I live in it everyday. Some days are messy, some days are clean. Lately I've felt like something has torn through me like a tornado. Pieces of me are everywhere and I can't seem to put them together. I can't find the motivation to rebuild my home.

[alanaisalive]

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXv8v1-ntPQ)

I remember Aaron saying that this song is his attempt to write from his wife’s perspective, and I have always loved it.

I only spoke to you that way To get it through your haggard brain That I could be so much more I could be someone that someone would adore

(chorus) Seems like a long time since I felt good Good enough to not want to cry Do you know better now? Well so do I

The hardest thing is knowing when I should draw the line and not give in To all of your tired ways It's like i've got a second job that never pays

(chorus)

I feel so sick inside I know it's wrong But I just can't bite my lip and go along (repeat)

Read more:

Aaron Sprinkle - Sick Inside Lyrics | MetroLyrics

[just-me-youll-see]

Freeloader parasite

I wish that this travel bug would leave already! I'm over feeling sick all the time whenever i eat a small or large amount. I'm over the bloating, the gloomy expressions i give. It's been nearly 6 months and i'm over it. The only plus side is weight loss with the minimal eating but then it doesn't make me any happier if it's progress at the gym.

[silirial]

A random horse ran past my house today. I was just leaving for work and my dad yelled to me that I should go catch the stay horse. I thought he was joking. Nope. Turned out of my driveway and there it was, trotting down the road. Caught up to it and used a leash that I keep in my car to walk out back to my house (yes, I was driving and walking a horse.) Yelled to my dad, "So I caught it! Now what do you want me to do with it?" We began plotting, all the while I was making mental notes as to the condition of this random equine. VERY skinny, too skinny for a horse her size. Cut on her back, open sore on her ankle, various cuts and scrapes EVERYWHERE. This horse needs work but seems to be well mannered. Then the owner showed up (or rather, her boyfriend) and it was the one person I was praying it would not be. They have the backwoods equivalent of a puppy mill. WAY more animals than they can afford. All of which, you can tell at a glace, are neglected. 30+ dogs at any given time. Plus sheep and 1 horse. They had 2 but 1 died. The dogs ate the body. I felt/still feel sick inside knowing that is the place this horse was going. I had to bite my tongue cause I wanted tho ask if this one was going to end up as dog food too. And there's nothing I can do. I've checked. I've tried. There are no animal cruelty laws here. They are property. Maybe if I get some kind of fencing up on my land I could go beg for her. They'd probably say no.