#sicklcve

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"Ryan? Oh... He's angry all the time and super gay. Stay away from him."

“If people weren’t so good at pissing me off, maybe I wouldn’t be so angry all the time. And I’m not gay. I wish everyone would just stay away from me, though.”

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flashback

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This got much longer than I intended, but it’s something I’ve wanted to write for a while. Under a read more because it’s long and involves child death.

The ten-year-old pushed ahead, wasting no time before he started clambering onto the rocks close to the edge. “Be careful!” called a woman to the child, nervous of him being so close to the edge. However, she paid no attention to the seven-year-old tugging at her skirt, asking, “Mom, why can’t I wait in the car? My eyes hurt…” The woman just walked off to join her husband while the younger child let the cloth slip from between his fingers. He let out a soft groan of disappointment, slouching a bit as he used one hand to shade his eyes. He straightened up, though, when the older boy called out, “Hey, Ryan, come look at this view!”

He scrambled over to his brother, making his way up onto the rocks with some difficulty. He left a streak of blood on the rocks as he scraped his knee rather harshly against it, but he pushed away the pain. He was used to it by now.

Eventually, the younger of the two stood next to him, clinging onto his arm for stability. “Nick, it’s all blurry,” he mumbled. “I can’t see anything…” He tried to squint at what his brother was looking at, but he could barely even make out the details of the rock the pair stood on when he glanced down at it. He felt his face heating up in embarrassment. Why couldn’t he see like his brother could? Why did he have to be so broken? Maybe if he was more normal like Nick, then maybe Mom and Dad would like him more…

Or maybe if there was no Nick…

His parents always like the older of the two better. His gaze shifted just a bit, past the rock and to the steep cliff just below the two. Maybe Mom and Dad would love him if he was an only child. He edged back a step, causing his brother to glance over his shoulder with a smile. “It’s okay, Ryan. It’s not that great, just a bunch of dirt and trees.”

Maybe…

Maybe…

Maybe…

Nick had just barely turned back to stare out past the cliff when Ryan put both hands firmly on his back and pushed.

What happened next passed in a blur. Someone cried out, “Nicholas!” and someone else was screaming. No, many people were screaming in horror behind him. He watched his brother’s descent, his body quickly becoming just a blur among the rest. Then he heard a soft, sickening crack as he hit the ground. The child just stared down, numb to the panic going on behind him up until someone grabbed him roughly by the arm and yanked him off the rock.

He let out a cry of alarm, looking up at who grabbed him. Dad. A hopeful expression crossed the child’s face. Now that it was just him, Mom and Dad were bound to love him now. The light in his eyes faded when he realized Dad looked as angry with him as always. No, not as angry. This was much worse.

But… they were supposed to love him now… They had to…

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“Yeah, we’re moving soon so I have to change schools,” he sighed as he talked to the other classmate. “I’m leaving later this week and we’re going to Canada,” Derek admitted. Normally he was happy and a ray of sunshine, but after hearing the news from his older brother he was bummed out. He liked this school and everyone in it. He knew everyone in class but didn’t always talk to everyone. The class was kinda big but he made sure he was nice to everyone, sending smiles their way when they were passing by.

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Ⓐ *cue ayaka putting on sunglasses and flashing a peace sign*

Send me Ⓐ and my muse will rate yours:

Attractiveness:

repulsive || hideous || ugly || not attractive || unappealing || not unattractive || meh || no preference || ok || mildly attractive || nice looking || cute || adorable || attractive || pleasant on the eyes || good looking || hot || sexy || beautiful || gorgeous || hot damn || would tap that || perfect || godlike || holy fuck there are no words

Personality:

grating || irritating || frustrating || boring || confusing at best || awkward || unreasonable || psychotic || disturbing || interesting || engaging || affectionate || aggressive || ambitious || anxious || artistic || bad tempered || bossy || charismatic || appealing || unappealing || creative || courageous || dependable || unreliable || unpredictable || predictable || devious || dim || extroverted || introverted ||  egotistical || gregarious || fabulous || impulsive || intelligent || sympathetic || talkative || up beat || peaceful || calming || badass || flexible

How likely they would have sex with them:

not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending || fuck no! || never || no way || not likely || not sure || indifferent || I’m asexual || maybe || probably || it depends || fairly likely || likely || yeah sure || yes || would tap that || hell yes || fuck yes! || wishing that could happen right now || as many times as possible || we are already having sex

Level of Friendship:

never in a million years || worst of enemies || enemies || rivals || indifferent || neutral || acquaintance || friendly toward each other || casual friends || friends || good friends || best friends || fuck buddies || bosom buddies || practically the same person || would die for them || true friends || my only friend ||

First impression of them:

I hate them so much || I don’t like them || I don’t trust them || they annoy me || they’re weird || I’m indifferent || meh || they seem alright || they’re growing on me || truce || I think I like them || I like them || I’m not sure if I trust them || I trust them || they’re cool || they’re genuine || I think we’re going to get along || I really like them || I think I’m in love || oh fuck they’re hot || I love them

Current impression of them:

I hate them so much || I don’t like them || I don’t trust them || they annoy me || they’re weird || I’m indifferent || meh || they seem alright || they’re growing on me || truce || I think I like them || I like them || I’m not sure if I trust them || I trust them || they’re cool || they’re genuine || I think we’re going to get along || I really like them || I think I’m in love || oh fuck they’re hot || I love them

How good of a kisser:

worst kisser ever || terrible || bad || awkward || just okay || alright || pretty good || good || makes me moan || excellent || exciting || oh god they’re good || I dream about it || fucking amazing || absolute perfection || we haven’t kissed

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💤 (lmAO I ACTUALLY FEEL SCARED DOING THIS)

He was trying really hard to stay awake. He needed sleep, badly, but he wasn’t about to give in. Especially not around her. Despite her trying to act friendly before, he still didn’t trust her; he was certain if he fell asleep he’d wake up to a knife in his chest. There was only so much he could do to keep his eyes open, though. Eventually he just couldn’t stay awake any longer, and he fell asleep rather suddenly on top of her.

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kiss!

He grabbed her wrist, quickly kissing the back of her hand and then her nails. And then he bit her before walking off, muttering, “God, that was weird...”

Kiss over the back of the hand:Respect/Admiration/ReverenceKiss on the nails:I want to hurt you/You've hurt meBite:Dislike/Hate/Resentment/Enmity

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@sicklcve

“One covered in blood like this shouldn’t be walking around so late. It might give off the wrong impression.” Twisp commented. “Would you like to tell me what happened?” He questioned, mostly asking out of morbid curiosity.

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✧ i somehow feel this is gonna be hilarious lmao

send me a ✧ and i’ll bold all that apply to your muse.

I would kill you.✧ I would physically hurt you.✧ I would attack you unprovoked.✧ I would manipulate you.✧ I dislike you.✧ You annoy me.✧ You scare me.✧ You intimidate me.✧ I hope I intimidate you.✧ I pity you.✧ You disgust me.✧ I hate you.✧ I’m indifferent toward you.✧ I’d like to get to know you better.✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you.✧  I’m unsure what to think of you.✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you.✧ You are my friend.✧ You are my best friend.✧ You are my mentor.✧ I look up to you.✧ I respect you.✧ You are my hero.✧ You inspire me.✧ You are my enemy.✧ You make me happy.✧ I want to protect you.✧ I would fight by your side.✧ I consider you an equal.✧ I think you are beneath me.✧ I think you are above me.✧ I would lie for you.✧ I would lie to you.✧ I would sleep with you.✧ I would sleep by your side.✧ I would hug you.✧ I would kiss you.✧ You are family to me.✧ I would die for you.✧ I would kill for you.✧ I would trust you with my life.✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging.✧ I would trust you with a secret.✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret.✧ I love you (platonically).✧ I love you (romantically)

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