#sid asks

[dysphorie]

Kinda need sid to rail me rn while I call him daddy? And he’s chuckling and pulling my hair and saying “that’s a good girl, come to daddy”

[dysphorie]

Bad times rn, so thinking of Sid concepts: him going w you when you get your first tat, and he comforts you through the pain, n gives you lil sips of water and packs so many snacks

Fhnsndbdb sid would be an A+ tattoo buddy, he'd be so supportive and cheer you on and not make fun of you if you cried

[lysanderplume]

Why do you hate nicki ?

wait i do?!😲😲😲😲

[physicalturian]

Hanma and y/n remind me of these two and I don't know why

https://youtu.be/A0ug_Nusd_Q

NO I SEE IT!! I didn't know the movie but I see what you see, it's the complete crackheadedness of the relationship. The love you/hate you, yes yes

[physicalturian]

I can’t even lie y/n asking hanma if he’s a cannibal made me chuckle 😭 but ahhh incredible as always this is by far my favorite series I’ve read and I like how she’s slowly turning into him, almost every fic you read she always manages to stay true to herself even in situations like this but I’m living for her little hanma jr moments

- 🦵🏻 gan

WOULD WE BE SURPRISED IF HE WERE AN CANNIBAL?

Oh she is doing anything but staying true to herself, we want a mini-Hanma filled with no regrets and very very bad takes on life/murder

Every time she rationalize her actions she goes deeper in the rabbit hole tbhhhh

[physicalturian]

I just realized the last like 5 anon messages have been from me I should fr just come off anon 😭 but I didn’t see your response to the little puzzle part in your fic!! I’ll have to log in on my computer so I can word search and do an analysis 😼 I will be getting back to you once I figure it out tho

Pop offfff, it's alright! If you're the Neegan anon then it's fine to just sign "-Neegan" ya know? I'd know it's you!

Ohhh I'll be waiting for that analysis, now I'm all excited!!

[physicalturian]

your writing is seriously so beautiful everything about your recent chapter was so pretty I loved the little mad hatter and Alice banter at the cemetery and the shower scene like why do I love this so much we literally just killed someone and it feels so domestic with him??

You liked because little Hanma is doing WONDERS with his manipulation. Makes you feel safe, comfortable, not guilty, peak manipulation from the king himself...

Thank you so much for the love 💖💖 I am all blushing, such kind words...

[physicalturian]

What was your original idea for deranged love?

And I don't know why it doesn't have more likes it's so good.

The pure, sheer need to find an outlet for this need I had to commit crimes and violence.

I was writing the most PG-13 fic I could, so all my mind could think of was "Should I... kill them off?" and I couldn't do that because it was a fix-it fic. So I had to keep them alive...

If I wanted some blood and murder...

My outlet had to be Hanma- it didn't help that he was so hot and so mentally ill...

Then the idea to corrupt the MC sounded so good, so I needed a plot that would fit this great idea to make reader turn "bad"! Hence most of the plot of Deranged Love is Reader slowly slowly turning crazy (or at least, changing drastically from who she was in the first place)

On the whole I have a silver lining for the fic, and so many ideas come from fanart I see on Twitter (so I link them in the desc of fics) which can be incorporated depending on the chapter I'm working on.

Now I do have a lot more interaction on AO3 than Tumblr, because the format of 10K+ words isn't what Tumblr and Wattpad like the best haha

I do also have a little discord with other 18+ ill people to gush about dreadful tastes in characters