May 21, 2019
SIS PREDATORS ARE WILD.
#ok ive been in a total state of shock since friday and i havent felt anything other than confusion and shame#i made a rherapt appointment for next thursday#i didnt see things and my friends really helped me get through this weird time#he was/is MANIPULATIVE AF#and he had some white ppl buddhism fake shit to talk at me and i took notes while he talked and he narcisstic and blames others and over#eveyrthing my irrational brain was willing to overlook that but then my friend pointed out id be condoning that behavior and i DONT#and what if it really leads to messy shit#i thought i was so out of my depression but now idk and i feel nothing#i tried to open up about a specific experience that madd me super uncomfortble and my friend started out replying with ‘yeah ive had sex out#side too...#‘ and i shut doen#fown#fight or flight