#sidwell crosscode

[buttercatrho]

I think Dabu would freak Shizuka out

[girl-who-says-hi]

Hey Guys Am I Onto Something?

[parab0mb]

This was basically their dynamic, right?

[buttercatrho]

I'm sure this is fine

[girl-who-says-hi]

Lilac if she met the character she was based off of:

(That is @hexacasts' OC Normal "Grace" Pentafist by the way :3)

[girl-who-says-hi]

Lilac "totally not a normal pentafist ripoff" fields doodles, ft. Manuela "won't appear for another two chapters" Lavore

[girl-who-says-hi]

Curious about that but if Lilac lore from the tags of the last post: Did she figure out the deception faster than Toby when it came to The Long Session? And/or did she change her view of her gender when she did?

She figured out she was an Evotar very quickly, but she never puts together that she's Sidwell until C'tron tells her; she was under the assumption that there's some real person named Lilac Fields who she's a copy of.

She also managed to survive a few weeks without Sidwell actually realizing she'd become aware and putting her into the Final Interrogation, which allowed resentment over being his pawn to build.

When she is finally forced to realize that Sidwell is her Ortet, her view of her own gender doesn't change, at least not at first; she's still very much processing the revelation and is very bitter about it, not wanting to associate herself with him.

[girl-who-says-hi]

Today on "Crossed Lines plot points that I had no plans for until I had already written them into the story": Lilac trying to distance herself from the Sidwell part of her identity to such an extreme degree that it becomes an alter.