❛ seriously. i need to know if you're okay. ❜ ( for Ned from ashara )
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the quiet wolf, true to his somber nature, cloaks himself in silence. for silence is the language he has mastered best. within the pale embrace of starfall's sandstone halls, that hush swells heavy and soverign, speaking in a tongue more grievous than any uttered word. yet she would not be so easily turned aside, nor would she mistake his quietus for peace. and he, bound fast by the iron creed of his honor, could not shape his lips into falsehoods and name himself fine when he was anything but. eddard stark is no weaver of lies.
at most, he is a keeper of truths unspoken, a sentinel who bars certain sorrows from ever reaching the light. honor bids him speak plainly, yet his heart rebels. for he would spare sweet ashara the weight of his hidden griefs. he cannot bear to summon the tender crease upon her brow, nor draw forth the search gaze of her dusk dark eyes, amethyst deep as northern twilights where the dying sun bleeds it last across the skies. in their depths would dwell a sorrowful knowing, a gentle pity. and that above all torments, he cannot endure.
grief is no stranger; it keeps his pace as a sworn shadow. it walks beside him cloaked and constant, yet he feels the frailty of his mortal frame and wonders how much longer he can endure such ceaseless sorrow. he is a direwolf brought low in the hunt, his flank speared with cruel shafts. each arrow is a wound that cannot be drawn, lest his lifeblood drain him utterly. much has been torn from his grasp, bonds severed and lost, cosigned to memory and mourning. and in the hollow that remains there festers a dread most bitter: that fate, if left unsaitiated, shall demand more of him still.
yet here within this fleeting and fragile hour, there abides a single steadfast truth: she is here. she stands before him as he remains seated, nearer than propriety might bless between unwed souls. yet still he reaches for her as if the sacred vow had long since bound them. his hands come to rest upon the gentle curve of her thighs, finding solace in their warmth and living strength beneath the whisper of her silken dress.
his head bows low as if in prayer or penance, brow resting against her midriff. and there he lingers, holding fast to her as he is held in return. no word is spoken, nor needed. for in that hush, their silence is a communion, and in its stillness he finds a fleeting mercy.
do not leave me, the longing toiling deep within compels him to say. do not leave me as they have. not you, too. but his tongue is not able to speak the words.