#silly is venting

[sillyhuh]

//tw

im not hungry. not hungry. I dont want to be. I gorged myself on a damned soda and broke my streak of going healthy, because I cant control my cravings. god why do I do this. binge fucking chinese food?? im so envious of those who cant gain weight.

if you are still reading this, send something disgusting in my inbox or dms. take away my damned appetite.

i already binged today. I need to stop.

[sillyhuh]

god I feel like shit, cant even get on capcut OR my fics

[sillyhuh]

rant/vent fucking 3

go away. just get away from this disgusting coward of a human. im just someone on the other side of the screen. no one important to you.

im disgusting I should fucking end it.

[sillyhuh]

//corny sounding vent

i hate this stupid fucking persona

acting all fucking silly when I feel terrible about myself.

and wdym a cookie is one of the only things that comforts me. hes just a gingerbread cookie. hes not fucking real.

why cant i get my shit together

[sillyhuh]

//rant

im so needy like im jealous that they talking him instead of me already god I feel like an asshole

[sillyhuh]

//tw

did he go? please be okay, S, I recently met you but I dont want you to go