Silly 'lil vent under the cut
Bro I swear I joined the sfw tk community at like the worst time, right as I'm turning into an adult. Like from the moment I started posting on tumblr ive seen so much 'discourse' (if ykyk).
And like, seeing all this makes me feel gross over this silly lil interest I have, even though everything I've written has no sexual connotations to it.
Bro even not too long ago I got accused of writing p*do shit. Do you know how fucking awful that made me feel??? When I always make sure to specify whether a pairing is platonic or whatever. And ive always said, im cool with any ship as long as its not incest or illegal. So being accused of something so awful really took a toll on me, esp with all this recent talk.
Like sometimes it feels that SOME people (not all) kinda just group all adults as these gross perves. Atp I feel like I have to sew my 😼 shut to prove im not some gross person LMAO.
I think stuff like this is what has distanced me from writing for certain fandoms. I usually write chars. between ages of 15-20, but I feel even gross for no reason writing for like the pjsk cast since theyre all 16-17. My crippling axiety makes me overthink about it.
And I'll say it again, my whole blog is meant to be sfw. No sexual thoughts attatched to anything that I've written/will continue to write.
I rlly tried not to speak much about these sorts of situations publically, yknow just process it in private like a normal person. But its just so discouraging when people randomly place a label on you bc of other people's actions.
I hope that made sense lol