#silly vanilla

[vanillacoffee8655]

P chan you fat arss, stop hogging the fan.

[alicre]

My silly little daughter

Ignore the fact that her hand isn't finished cuz ain't drawing that

[vanillacoffee8655]

PHYSICS TEST TOMORROW, YAYAY, IM SO COOKED 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[vanillacoffee8655]

Heh.. adding vanilla syrup to my iced coffee... get it? Vanilla? Coffee? Heheh..

*gets tomato thrown at me*

I love making iced coffee in the evening..

[vanillacoffee8655]

I wanna decorate my discord more. Pls gift me nitro. If you give me nitro, I'll give you my soul. Pls. I wanna make my profile look pretty. Pls :3

[vanillacoffee8655]

Fml I wanted to go to a comic con for the first time, with my friends, but all the Saturday tickets are sold out, my parents said they didn't want to drive my friends and to wait until next year. IN FUCKING MAY. 2026. 6 MONTHS LATER.

wtf ignore me I'm rambling lmao

[vanillacoffee8655]

Doing workouts on my bedroom floor. At 1:30am. And barely any water the whole day. I feel sick. Why do I feel sick. huh 👁👄👁

[vanillacoffee8655]

TW: SH talk

Man. Never woke up, thinking that my family would find out about my SH today.

Since I'm on holiday, I went to the beach with my mum, dad, and my older sister. We went swimming, but because I had a swimsuit with a skirt, no one could see the cuts on my upper thighs. Then, we had to get changed.. and WHY THE FUCK DID THEY NOT HAVE ANY CHANGING ROOMS?? (we arrived wearing our swimsuits, so we didn't have to change into them).

Anyway, my mum held a towel around me so I could change back into normal clothes. I got my top on, but I had to get my shorts on. And the towel she held around me slipped for a split second.. I swore my heart stopped when she asked, "What's that..?" ...

Then we had a little talk about it and yap yap yap, but when I asked if she wanted a hug, she started crying and said, "I'm sorry I wasn't there for you." Just thinking about it makes ME want to cry. She didn't force me to say more and told me that I could say more when I'm ready. My sis was making sure to keep it casual and comfortable, and my dad was chill. It was mainly my mum who I talked to though.

I don't know how i feel about this.. It breaks my heart to know that my mother was so upset. I feel like such a burden. A problem.. But then again, I'm so fucking thankful that everyone was so understanding.. I love my family so much. Fuck I'm crying lol. I never thought in a million years that I'd open up to my family..